[QUOTE=Juddybear;18723977]ive been saying that shit for years you were all like LOL UR STUPID

EDIT: f you fags[/QUOTE]

i probably hadn't seen the light, or shot dope yet. there's something really awesome about self-destruction that is beautiful in its own way - it's like an evil, cosmic force is crushing you and completely overpowers your natural inhibitons.

[QUOTE=adb;18723985]whats the point of living if you'll never hit that high yet[/QUOTE]

hit that high yet? what

you said you fully recovered meaning you'll never be that high in life again

yeah i won't, but i got to experience it and realize what total euphoria and contement are like.

feel a relapse comin on

okay so whats the point in living is what I'm asking

if I ever do hard drugs I'll be old and sick of everything

i plan to go back on heroin if I ever feel that depressed and sick of everything again but for now i'm off

1. falling in love
2. drugs
3. religion

prove me wrong

I dont judge people for hard drug use unless that entails them being a leech and thief to support their habit, its a personal decision but I don't intend on exploring anything past psychedelics.

being a junkie almost always leads to being a petty thief in my experience

I've already relapsed once, and I'll probably do it again. I don't think I'll ever stop doing drugs, I like being high too much and I hate myself too much to ever be content sober. I'm a lot better than I was, but sobriety is just not for me. I can never live like that, and it's because of my depression and self-hatred. At least I'm honest about it.

Honestly, if someone had some crack, I'd do it. if someone had some meth, i'd do it

honestly the only thing keeping me from buying heroin is the fact i cant find any at the moment

you don't have to do heroin and crack to be a thief and a leech

trust me

I've never really stolen stuff. I've lied to my dad NUMEROUS times about my drug use, the money he gives me, etc. I've pawned my guitar, amp, and some of his tools. that's about it for fucked up shit ive done

oh and ive pretened to be in love with this rich girl so shes buy me heroin. that ones pretty bad

and when there is no hope
I'LL SMOKE SOME CRACK I'LL SHOOT SOME DOPE

best drug song ever

how can anybody hate themselves, I really don't fucking get it

especially good looking people like austin and my friend who never stops whining

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2AIJuRGYmWk&feature=results_video&playnext=1&list=PLED54A83BB6400D63

best drug song

I made a choice deep inside
heroin or suicide?

PAIIIN It breaks in your ears it aches in your bones and brings you to tears
With various incisions you load another bullet
Youre shootin' with precision

I don't hate myself physically, I am just really fucked up in the head and I believe happiness is unatainable for me. I go to school, I work, I'm smart, but I only do it for other people. Honestly, if it wasnt for my family, I would just buy drugs all day, live homeless, and shoot dope till I die. It's very bleak but I can't help the way I feel.

i've done every single thing you can possibly do for drugs except suck dick and kill somebody , true story

thats weird 'cause youve never even done a hard drug

[QUOTE=BethanyLizard;18724007]i've done every single thing you can possibly do for drugs except suck dick and kill somebody , true story[/QUOTE]

big deal so have a shitload of other people

sick of my life as i shoot up my death
realize my life was just one big regret

[QUOTE]and I believe happiness is unatainable for me[/QUOTE]

i have no clue where you get this perception from

life love regreeeeeet
what was it all worth

I think I'm the only person I know who thinks that heroin/other drugs should be government supplied

@adb
he's depressed you insensitive cunt

shooting heroin and nodding out to bm is the most grim thing you can do

Because we're different. I suffer from major depression and have all my life, so my outlook is very bleak and I can't really help it.

[QUOTE=12XU;18724008]thats weird 'cause youve never even done a hard drug[/QUOTE]

I've done everything except Heroin and PCP

do you honestly think you have to do heroin to be a fiend? It's just a strong opiate, you act like it's some kind of be all end all of drugs

but yeah, im gonna go have sex with a girl

later dudes

[QUOTE=lukeskywalkertakingadump;18724015]shooting heroin and nodding out to bm is the most grim thing you can do[/QUOTE]

backed hard

[QUOTE=BethanyLizard;18724018]you act like it's some kind of be all end all of drugs[/QUOTE]

it is

sex

[I]with a girl[/I]

no it's not dude, it's just a fucking opiate. i get that's it's more physically addicting than other drugs, big fucking deal.

none of that matters when you have an addictive personality, i've broken into places with baseball bats just to get money for a pack of cigarettes

it's not even a drug thing, it's a psychological dependence on things that are gratifying

brent, like you havent posted things that were equally desperate/needy

pfft

[I]just[/I] a strong opiate

too hot

[QUOTE=P13;18724027]pfft

[I]just[/I] a strong opiate[/QUOTE]

yeah exactly

until you shoot up you have no clue how it compares to other shit

its a lot better than robotussin i can tell you that

i know people that have been on heroin their whole lives and never robbed any body or [I]committed thievery [/I]

on the contrary i know 12 year olds that would slit some one's throat for a couple dollars

some people are just selfish and greedy and drugs are only an excuse

[QUOTE]its a lot better than robotussin i can tell you that[/QUOTE]:lol:

yeah , right, a fucking central nervous system depressant is better than robitussin

come on man, i'm trying to have a conversation and you're attacking me personally

getting high has never really done anything for me (I know weed and alcohol ain't shit)

I've never been like "I wanna get high"

maybe I'm just weird

@alex
something being a depressant or a stimulant isn't enough to judge how it will affect you
and its general consensus that heroin is the best drug


and fuck pcp seems scary :S