white text would be worse

u are mad

red text is awful

[QUOTE=adb;18499555]white text would be worse

u are mad[/QUOTE]

[url]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-qEJcOMq84Y&t=0m26s[/url]

Saw a Norwegian film about zombie nazis yesterday.

Somehow zombies are more awesome when they wear nazi uniforms.

[QUOTE=(*The Noonward Race*);18499454]girl on bus wants to hang out with me[/QUOTE]

is it the bus driver

oh god please tell me it is the bus driver

hs girl

lol i get my own joke i made up for myself

Findommes vs spoiled vanilla girls ?

Sometimes I have hard to see the difference...cause in many times it is vanilla girls pretending to be findommes.

Personally I have lately lost interest in findommes...
Vanilla girls who likes to be spoiled is way more fun and rewarding.
I especially try to contact younger girls who are still in school between 17-19,
cause they appreciate money a lot more...and they will give you
a lot more time then a findomme that have 200 more slaves.

If you ask me, if a findomme have like 200-300 slaves and often in many times you can only buy the service through niteflirt and so on... ..then they are for me prostitutes selling a "service".

For me I do not want a prostitute that only does what I request, I want real life domination . Findommes often boring me, they are too predictable and service minded, they are all the same...they have a list of fetishes and they do anything you request etc..they always ask "what fetishes do you like" etc...it is like fast food..a vanilla girl is way more rewarding..you get to know her slowly..and you have to adapt to what she like etc...and listen to her and to get to know her...

And if you think vanilla girls do not like to humiliate...then you are wrong..with my experience vanilla girls can be very open to humiliation also..in fact it can in many cases be more humiliating to give a vanilla girl money cause she think you are a complete idiot who does it...and in many cases they talk to their girlfriends about it ec ..and if you are lucky they write about it in their blog (all girls have blog these days), for a domme it is just pure routine...and she does it every day... she is bored by it..but she only does it cause she wants money..

Main problem with these gold digging vanilla girls..is that I always fall in love with them...cause they are too sweet...which is way more destructive then any humiliation etc etc cause when you are love with a girl it is the only thing you can think about it...it is at least for me the only thing that will make my mind out of balance...I think this is the most powerful form of domination...even though it can be very destructive...but I am a self-destructive person so that is what I seek.

I am currently in love with a 17 year old girl like this..I have not felt like this for a girl for many many years, and I really feel I will do anything for her...Last month I sent her all my paycheck. And she was sooo happy, she did not expect it , she is still in school and not used to have money like this, this payment is pretty much what takes her 4 months to save. And she showed me all the clothes she have bought etc.

But I really do not feel used, cause I really feel she love me back. In fact I am not sure if she only use me for me money, or if she likes me for real..to be honest..we might meet this summer...she know that I love her and that I want her to become my girlfriend, I also know she likes me, atleast that is what I say..but right now I will not give up! Cause right now this is my only focus and to play the cards right, if i turns out that she only using me for my money it does not matter anyway cause it is my fetish...even if she was my girlfriend I would probably be her "moneyslave" but in secret..I would spoil her all the time...cause when she is happy I am happy.

bored need stuff to distract me from myself
guess ill watch some japtoons or something

eat somethin

[url]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W803o5_r1mE[/url]

gets me hard

whats she talkin about up there i cant really undersand her

if i dont have somethin 2 distract me i end up thinkin gabout all kinds of illogical shit and get myself worked up/upset for no reason ive been getting kind of paranoid too

[QUOTE=NEEDTOPOST;18499631]whats she talkin about up there i cant really undersand her[/QUOTE]

it's nonsense

[QUOTE=Jackie Gleason;18499632]if i dont have somethin 2 distract me i end up thinkin gabout all kinds of illogical shit and get myself worked up/upset for no reason ive been getting kind of paranoid too[/QUOTE]

youre gonna get anxiety attacks then you can join the club called rnm

[url]http://www.box.net/shared/cehles8sxs[/url]
recorded this it chilled me out

think i might make a new irl fb account even tho thers no point

gotest the fattest girl i ever done met's number last night acting a ass on facebook chat

dont know if this warrants a sober follow up

hey noonward wanna go on a prairie wide killing spree with me i think our country might not suck so much if we just killed everything between manitoba and BC

[QUOTE=Jackie Gleason;18499632] i end up thinkin gabout all kinds of illogical shit [/QUOTE]

like what kinds of stuff

dude u just got trolled hard :lol :lol:

there is white bread in the bun on my burger so conroversial wut

Change your perceptions, [I]change your life.[/I]

[QUOTE=lukeskywalkertakingadump;18499820]Change your perceptions, [I]change your life.[/I][/QUOTE]

[I]Do something you're afraid of[/I].

waiting to go get drugs

[I]so healthy[/I]

Got a case of Steel cause my grind band's guitarist turns 21 at midnight.

[QUOTE=lukeskywalkertakingadump;18499826]waiting to go get drugs

[I]so healthy[/I][/QUOTE]

I found some knock-out bags at Whole Foods the other day.

i keep poking my hand with this old rusty wire i hope i got my tetanus shots

in archery today the shaft of the arrow splintered off in my hand so a big chunk of my hand is all red since I had to pull a big piece of wood out of the side of my hand from the webbing to the second knuckle up.

big piece of wood :cool:

[QUOTE=Jackie Gleason;18499691][url]http://www.box.net/shared/cehles8sxs[/url]
recorded this it chilled me out[/QUOTE]

reminded me of mid90s emo i hate myself n shi n piebald