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@ jason

i want to quit eventually because my addiction is getting more and more out of control. i've been doing heroin instead of pain pills which is a step in the wrong direction but it's just so much cheaper. also hydros do a shitload of damage to your liver because of all the tylenol in them, especially at the dose i was taking. it's probably better health wise for me to snort junk because it doesn't have all the tylenol but it's bad addiction wise cause the withdrawals are worse etc

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lolol

[QUOTE=blockhead;18553331]@ jason

i want to quit eventually because my addiction is getting more and more out of control. i've been doing heroin instead of pain pills which is a step in the wrong direction but it's just so much cheaper. also hydros do a shitload of damage to your liver because of all the tylenol in them, especially at the dose i was taking. it's probably better health wise for me to snort junk because it doesn't have all the tylenol but it's bad addiction wise cause the withdrawals are worse etc[/QUOTE]

true

not that I can offer any advice or anything

just connected to a neighbors network and fuck this is way faster

Yeah sam I have no idea what it is like but I think it would be a huge step towards a better life if you at the very least stopped doing heroin

[QUOTE=adbforever;18553323]goddamn I drink water, a lot of it[/QUOTE]

I drink more than you

during the work week I drink water nonstop because I have no food and it eventually leads to more bathroom breaks

smart

[QUOTE=Route1;18553340]Yeah sam I have no idea what it is like but I think it would be a huge step towards a better life if you at the very least stopped doing heroin[/QUOTE]

yeah i know man. i'm not ready to quit though. opiates really help me deal with shit. i have a lot of personal problems and getting high helps me forget about them. i'm a LOT happier when i'm nodding. most junkies choose this life because it helps them deal with emotional pain. opiates are pain killers both psychologically and physically.

i know it's "sad" or whatever but it's the truth.

man I need to find a different part time job



finding some warehouse stuff on Craigslist that pays 15 an hour


[QUOTE=blockhead;18553343]yeah i know man. i'm not ready to quit though. opiates really help me deal with shit. i have a lot of personal problems and getting high helps me forget about them. i'm a LOT happier when i'm nodding. most junkies choose this life because it helps them deal with emotional pain. opiates are pain killers both psychologically and physically.

i know it's "sad" or whatever but it's the truth.[/QUOTE]

Have you ever thought of talking to a therapist?

lol my friend started smoking so that he could get smoke breaks at work. he thought it was really fucking smart but now he's addicted lol.

i drink a ton of water at work. we take a big cooler with us on the drill rig. if you don't drink water doing physical work in this 100 degree weather you will get sick

dude I would be fucked if I wasn't drinking water constantly during a physical job

idk how I get through as much liquid as I do during a normal day for me

[QUOTE=Route1;18553344]man I need to find a different part time job



finding some warehouse stuff on Craigslist that pays 15 an hour




Have you ever thought of talking to a therapist?[/QUOTE]

yeah i'm going to a new psychiatrist tuesday at 3 pm. i've been going to one all my life for my OCD but that was in SC and i haven't had one for a while. i've been telling my dad i realy want to go to one for like a year and he's finally letting me go. he doesn't believe in therapy and won't listen to me about how i'm depressed and my anxiety is bad, he thinks i'm just being a baby.

i honestly have a lot of problems i don't talk about. me and my mom have a really horrible relationship she's always been really emotionally abusive telling me that she hates me and that she wishes i was never born all my life. and i still haven't gotten over my ex girlfriend and i don't really know what i'm doing with my life and have a lot of anxiety about it. when i'm high is really the only time i feel content and can relax. so basically all these emotional problems lead me to have a very addictive personality.

sorry for being gay adn whiny haha

[QUOTE=Deth;18553346]dude I would be fucked if I wasn't drinking water constantly during a physical job

idk how I get through as much liquid as I do during a normal day for me[/QUOTE]

yeah anyone would be fucked not drinking water at a job like that. when i drink monster drinks to wake up it starts to make my head hurt a few hours later cause they dehydrate you so much.

nah man its good when someone can be open about there problems

about 3 years ago I was probably clinically depressed but I changed my situation and now am 6 months away from graduating, so in my view it can just be a case of changing your situation and focusing on what you want

did fucking destroy the psychiatrist I was at 5 years ago or so pretty hard though lol

and fuck energy drinks

[QUOTE=blockhead;18553347]yeah i'm going to a new psychiatrist tuesday at 3 pm. i've been going to one all my life for my OCD but that was in SC and i haven't had one for a while. i've been telling my dad i realy want to go to one for like a year and he's finally letting me go. he doesn't believe in therapy and won't listen to me about how i'm depressed and my anxiety is bad, he thinks i'm just being a baby.

i honestly have a lot of problems i don't talk about. me and my mom have a really horrible relationship she's always been really emotionally abusive telling me that she hates me and that she wishes i was never born all my life. and i still haven't gotten over my ex girlfriend and i don't really know what i'm doing with my life and have a lot of anxiety about it. when i'm high is really the only time i feel content and can relax. so basically all these emotional problems lead me to have a very addictive personality.

sorry for being gay adn whiny haha[/QUOTE]
Dude you're not being gay you're trying to better yourself. That is good.



Definitely talk about your mom with the therapist.





[QUOTE=Deth;18553351]nah man its good when someone can be open about there problems

about 3 years ago I was probably clinically depressed

[/QUOTE]

Never knew this


I was pretty damn miserable around 2008 or so.

damn I'm like the only person to never have been depressed

and I'm on the internet the most

You can tell us Brent we all have tough times surely you are not a complete robot!

i do feel like shit for like maybe a night or two if I get rejected by a girl

but thats about it

i'm clinically depressed right now but I don't like to make a fuss

i've never really had problems with anything

u have probs not bein a FAGET ownd bitch

adb is probably the worst part of my entire life in all honesty


just kidding adb

listening to people imitating Werner Herzog reading childrens stories on youtube makes me happy

i've always wondered what werner herzog is known for. when you look him up he is mainly credited with grizzly man and it's like wtf is that it

[url]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ylXqc8TQ15w&feature=related[/url]

read up on Fitzcarraldo and his relationship with Klaus Kinski

is that it?

what kind of mindblowing spectacle are you seeking if you think Werner Herzog is an unremarkable man

no i'm asking a question i was wondering what he's known for when all i can seem to find is grizzly man and port of call

why dont people ever thing i'm just saying what i'm saying it's fucking obnoxious

i have no opinion on werner herzog, i know nothing about him

never ben depsresesed

facebook chat sucks

yeah facebook sucks in general it doesnt really work very well

only like 34% of all photos i look at actually load

had a sore/stiff neck past few days might take a break from computer i think it sthe cause
this chair is awful

cya good luck man

[QUOTE=GottaPost;18553384]no i'm asking a question i was wondering what he's known for when all i can seem to find is grizzly man and port of call

why dont people ever thing i'm just saying what i'm saying it's fucking obnoxious

i have no opinion on werner herzog, i know nothing about him[/QUOTE]

he is known for a bunch of european films he has made since the 60's and a number of things his fans consider him something of a badass for

those two films you mentioned were his recent career, he has enjoyed a bit more mainstream success recently

only really ever felt depressed starting in like mid-january this year and it pretty much all went away by mid mayish. i have bad nights every now and then but i'm pretty sure it was mostly weather related, considering we had a terrible winter and the snow and shit weather stayed longer than normal.

i am pretty pessimistic most of the time though. i really wish i wasnt. i'm kinda drunk sorry for being gay?

hsg has been better lately. you're an okay dude but you would be a lot more likeable if you weren't so vein and arrogant. you act like you're some elite poster but you haven't really been around for long and you aren't that special.

if you toned down the arrogance you would be a pretty cool dude

rpobably been constantly depressed since i was 10

AND AT YOUR FUNERALLLLL, I WILL SIIIING, YOUR REQIIIIUUUUEEMMMMMMMMM

oh god im gay

[QUOTE=xMalcolmXx;18553432]only really ever felt depressed starting in like mid-january this year and it pretty much all went away by mid mayish. i have bad nights every now and then but i'm pretty sure it was mostly weather related, considering we had a terrible winter and the snow and shit weather stayed longer than normal.

i am pretty pessimistic most of the time though. i really wish i wasnt. i'm kinda drunk sorry for being gay?[/QUOTE]

i'll be joining you soon

listening to Pink & Yellow

hot + sunny is way more depressing than cold + overcast