i am not happy until my earlobes touch

i just woke up lol. i was up until like 7am rping with my girl (nofurrysex) :smugjosh:

I haven't had sex in like a week. Stupid friends coming to visit.

i smell way too bad for sex

brut deodorant and sweat **** yeah

i haven't had sex :virginemily:

exciting paul post

Pulling an all-nighter to do an essay. Seriously bored.

getting p sick of lab reports

gonna get some snow soon

woooo

snow rules so hardd

Managed to avoid it. Its freezing cold though :(

it has been fairly cool/cold here lately. i love it.

Going to see my new boss for the lowdown on my new job this Thursday

ugh so excited, I've been in and out of depression and boredom these past couple weeks since my workload for school is so light so this will hopefully help with that wooooo

youre like the reverse me when it comes to depression

you get depressed when stressed?

yeah, it's the opposite for me, I have to have alot to do otherwise I start dwelling solely on how much I hate myself

i have pretty terrible anxiety and stress problems so if i have much on my plate i freak out like a child. when i can basically do as i please, im happy.

[quote=Pete;17801316]i am not happy until my earlobes touch[/quote]
what size are you at?

that's pretty rough =\ have you thought about medication?

[QUOTE=masscows;17801382]that's pretty rough =\ have you thought about medication?[/QUOTE]

ive had like 5-6 years of counseling from my childhood and that never went anywhere lol. weed can keep it under control but that doesnt prevent problems. xanax seems like it would help but ive never taken it properly to see. id go to the doctor and talk about it if the anxiety thing didnt exist in the first place.

/whine

[QUOTE=AA-12;17801376]i have pretty terrible anxiety and stress problems so if i have much on my plate i freak out like a child. when i can basically do as i please, im happy.[/QUOTE]

how the hell do you ever have too much on your plate

[QUOTE=Deth;17801391]how the hell do you ever have too much on your plate[/QUOTE]

i get panic attacks over going to get togethers with friends sometimes lol

weed isn't a bad choice, it's practical but you always run the risk of getting busted and it narrows your job opportunities

i know what you mean about anxiety causing procrastination like a mother****er though, the thought first occurred to me that i should get a job about 3 months ago and it's taken me this long to even hand in any applications

[quote]how the hell do you ever have too much on your plate[/quote]

is this a fat joke

if so lol

rofl

[QUOTE=masscows;17801395]weed isn't a bad choice, it's practical but you always run the risk of getting busted and it narrows your job opportunities

i know what you mean about anxiety causing procrastination like a mother****er though, the thought first occurred to me that i should get a job about 3 months ago and it's taken me this long to even hand in any applications[/QUOTE]

its not a big deal in the long term. anything i want to do now careerwise wouldnt get me tested anyway.

yeah youve probably noticed me saying "i really need to apply to school" for the last 2 years or so. it sucks.

broke my fapping wrist yesterday

sup bros

did you break it fapping?

you would have wanted to make it worth it

I've never understood panic attacks, I guess I've just never had a lot of work, I don't like stressing over nothing

[QUOTE=Meatplow;17801526]did you break it fapping?

you would have wanted to make it worth it[/QUOTE]

that'd be a pretty awesome story that i would never tell anyone but no that's not how

[QUOTE=adb;17801536]I've never understood panic attacks, I guess I've just never had a lot of work, I don't like stressing over nothing[/QUOTE]

Subtle psychological triggers are a funny thing.

best campfire story ever