my girlfriend just broke up with me because I finally admitted that I wasn't actually attracted to her.

@ Kacper:
Good to hear you're ok with your ex gf now.
Ladies can be so confusing.

About my gf,we had a big argument some time ago.
We made up though, but it feels a bit weird.
I dont really know what to think of it all now.
We'll see how it goes.
The next month will show I guess.
We'll see, I'm quite ignorant or insensitive about it lately.
I don't know why, or where it'll lead.
But I will just wait and see I guess.

[QUOTE]my girlfriend just broke up with me because I finally admitted that I wasn't actually attracted to her.[/QUOTE]
That's pretty harsh.
But somehow I sense some irony/humour in this all.
Where are you standing on this?

But it's not all bad in my life. :p

@Peter: Yeah it took me pretty long... I was able to deal with it some 2-3weeks ago; now I am fine. I once chatted to her after one month to show her: "hello, I am fine - we can stay in contact again" and 2 weeks later she made her turn this weekend and wrote me a message so we chatted quite a time; I think thats fine now :)

Well - I think thats normal! You haven't been online, have some important life-decisions to do (university), you aren't sure whats the best for you... I think thats normal, that you are a little bit insensitive and egoistic; Just tell her, that you need that time.
Right now I spend a lot of time with myself too - watching films, reading books, meeting old friends, doing what I want and with this I am on my search for what I want and who I am ... I needed this after all those last months ^^




@Lost Child: somehow epic fail... and Irony ^^

Ahhh it was an awkward situation. She was talking so much about wanting to be with me and all, and so many people were trying overly hard to hook us up, that I figured I might as well try it just to see if it could work up. We got along really well and I was a tiny tiny bit attracted to her.

Once I realized that it wasn't working out all that well, I was gonna try to keep it going for a little longer because she said she would get me an $120 djembe for my birthday. But we kept getting in arguments and she kept finding out through mutual friends that I wasn't all that happy, so she broke up with me.

I'm not sad about it or anything. There's a possibility I lost a small bit of respect for myself though.

[QUOTE]@Peter: Yeah it took me pretty long... I was able to deal with it some 2-3weeks ago; now I am fine. I once chatted to her after one month to show her: "hello, I am fine - we can stay in contact again" and 2 weeks later she made her turn this weekend and wrote me a message so we chatted quite a time; I think thats fine now

Well - I think thats normal! You haven't been online, have some important life-decisions to do (university), you aren't sure whats the best for you... I think thats normal, that you are a little bit insensitive and egoistic; Just tell her, that you need that time.
Right now I spend a lot of time with myself too - watching films, reading books, meeting old friends, doing what I want and with this I am on my search for what I want and who I am ... I needed this after all those last months ^^
[/QUOTE]Nice way to put it, and I recognize myself in those words. :)
Having time for yourself is a good thing I think, I like it.

I think I'm going t bed and read a book now.
Talk to you soon again!

Bye.

@Lost Child:This way is better, than the other way round - if you weren't in love at all, its not that a big deal; if you were and she broke up - that would be stupid (like in my case)

@Peter: yeah me too... reading is fine.
Good Night!

yo‪

[QUOTE]yo[/QUOTE]what up

[QUOTE]This way is better, than the other way round - if you weren't in love at all, its not that a big deal; if you were and she broke up - that would be stupid (like in my case)[/QUOTE]Yeah, that's why I'm not trippin about it. I still feel like the victim though, she atleast got to be with someone she liked, whereas I was stuck getting ridiculed for dating an obnoxious indie girl who rubs chapstick on her eyelids. There's no hard feelings though, I think we're still friends.

Really wanted a djembe though.

lotsa brolove itt

sup

I'm playing with a tennis ball I found next to a tennis court yesterday. You?

oh cool im playing with a tennis ball as well

Anyone still around? Having some lemon meringue pie and a crisp Miller Lite. Good combo.

Back to the old cjborton vintage avatar.

It ruins your day when you find a tennis ball on the ground, go to bounce it, and it just awkwardly skips off in a different direction because it has holes in it for use with a disabled people walker.

kill them

kill them all

[QUOTE=ArcLite;17142917]Anyone still around? Having some lemon meringue pie and a crisp Miller Lite. Good combo.

Back to the old cjborton vintage avatar.[/QUOTE]

I remember cjborton. Have you not been around here for a while, or did I just not notice you changed your name?

Yes, I do remember many a day ruined but such an event.


I've still been around near daily with this username.

stupid worthless old people

we are not worthless. just slow

[QUOTE=ArcLite;17142929]Yes, I do remember many a day ruined but such an event.


I've still been around near daily with this username.[/QUOTE]

Oh right, I have been seeing you around. Just had no idea you were cjborton. I'm retarded.

just found out I have to do a commemorative speech tomorrow

what should i do it on guys?

wolves in a throne room

Protest the Hero

hur

[QUOTE=Cocaine;17143033]just found out I have to do a commemorative speech tomorrow

what should i do it on guys?[/QUOTE]

for a class?

[QUOTE=RiceMonster;17143030]Oh right, I have been seeing you around. Just had no idea you were cjborton. I'm retarded.[/QUOTE]


It seems most people don't know about my name change even though its been about a year as ArcLite.

[QUOTE=masscows;17143040]for a class?[/QUOTE]
nice avatar

[QUOTE=ArcLite;17143043]It seems most people don't know about my name change even though its been about a year as ArcLite.[/QUOTE]

Still here. How's everything going dude?

[QUOTE=masscows;17143040]for a class?[/QUOTE]

yeah im just gonna do it on my grandpa

[QUOTE=Cocaine;17143150]yeah im just gonna do it on my grandpa[/QUOTE]

I thought it might have been for a dinner party or something idk

do protest the hero

has to be someone you know personally and i dont know them welle nough to commemorate them

well i don't know much about your interpersonal network sooooo

[QUOTE=ATM;17143145]Still here. How's everything going dude?[/QUOTE]


Ha, hey Chris. One of the few who does indeed remember the good old days. Things are good. Working on buying a house at the moment. You?

So heatbox all day in a nigga face
and all you bitches see the dick that you shoulda ate

[QUOTE=ArcLite;17143165]Ha, hey Chris. One of the few who does indeed remember the good old days. Things are good. Working on buying a house at the moment. You?[/QUOTE]

Sounds good, man. Where are you looking to buy? I'm finishing up my last semester of college (finally) and hosting a ton of shows at the school radio station. I'm the Live Music Director so I book shows every week. I'm also taking a sound board engineering course at another station and am going to volunteer there.

Things are pretty badass right now.

I'm toying with the idea of doing an apprenticeship for a progressive radio station. It'll be something to do, you know.

Don't really know what to do with life right now.

I absolutely loathe radio. I can't wait to get this semester over with.

dont be such a squirrel

I can't wait for the semester to end, either.

I almost want to drop out, community college is depressing as shi[size=2]t[/size]

i love college

I'd love college too if I had rich grandparents who paid for me to go to Pepperdine