i used to post real weird **** a few years back


then i stopped

[quote=Nostalgia]Most people are retarded. before I joined this site I was like a huge preppy bro fag (i think i was like like 12 or or 13, but still lol) and since then I've became incredibly cynical of everyone and I find reasons not to like people. That's what I've limited my friends to the ones I'm close with, and then just hang out with other when they call me because they know I never will.

I have 3 or 4 really good friends. It's weird, people that always have 500 friends never truly have good relationships with them - they talk **** about each other, blah blah blah, but I can't remember saying anything negative about any of my close friends and that's what makes it so great.[/quote]
you pretty much described me there as well

I have a circle of close friends that's around 10 or so, then I have my sort of acquaintance friends who I occasionally hang out with, I'm pretty friendly irl, but I only trust certain individuals.

i trust no one

I am trustworthy as hell tbh

[QUOTE=Jaundice;17460893]i have two or three good friends that im really close with, two friends that i hang out with all the time but secretly despise, and a bunch of people i don't know that well that are usually just there

and then there's a couple people that i hardly ever see but text message regularly[/QUOTE]

im this with a couple more friends i can tolerate/be cool with but never feel the urge to call in my entire life...the secretly despise thing i completely get, but i find myself slipping from time to time and having to make up for it just to keep my extended social group cool with each other...

i probably just picked the wrong ppl to surround myself with all throughout my life. ppl you meet at parties, through drug connections, or a combination of the two probably arent going to be great ppl. its kinda like this little lesson i learned about girls. never get into a relationship with a girl you met at a party and hooked up with. its like, think about how you met her. ppl really are products of their environment to an extent. look in dirty places, youll find dirty ppl.

im sure theres ppl i would like, and i do have a couple of friends (the number of which i can count on one hand) that i still like and hang out with. im hoping getting into the air force and going to a brand new place to live will give me a clean slate to find some decent ppl. bc i honestly have no idea where to look in my current location.

[QUOTE=adb;17460928]I am trustworthy as hell tbh[/QUOTE]

im not, i'm pretty sneaky

but i [I]feel[/I] trustworthy

[QUOTE=anthony]i probably just picked the wrong ppl to surround myself with all throughout my life. ppl you meet at parties, through drug connections, or a combination of the two probably arent going to be great ppl. its kinda like this little lesson i learned about girls. never get into a relationship with a girl you met at a party and hooked up with. its like, think about how you met her. ppl really are products of their environment to an extent. look in dirty places, youll find dirty ppl.[/QUOTE]you sound like a judgmental freak js

[QUOTE=Nepenthe;17460931]i probably just picked the wrong ppl to surround myself with all throughout my life. ppl you meet at parties, through drug connections, or a combination of the two probably arent going to be great ppl. its kinda like this little lesson i learned about girls. never get into a relationship with a girl you met at a party and hooked up with. its like, think about how you met her. ppl really are products of their environment to an extent. look in dirty places, youll find dirty ppl.

im sure theres ppl i would like, and i do have a couple of friends (the number of which i can count on one hand) that i still like and hang out with. im hoping getting into the air force and going to a brand new place to live will give me a clean slate to find some decent ppl. bc i honestly have no idea where to look in my current location.[/QUOTE]

idk if ur a fan of emerson, but im rite there with him on environment can change forever but u stay the same...it's u and maybe u gotta take more chances or sum **** but wherever you go ul run into the same problems without change (inside)...

how do i sound judgmental? im only speaking from experience. the worst girlfriends ive had were hook ups at parties. the only ppl i still consider my friends were met at places outside the party/chill realm.

saying things like dirty places and dirty people. as if drug use/casual hookups are in any way dirty or not respectable

we cool but you're gonna hurt my feelings sayin things like that

I've met some really great people at parties but also some total ****ing idiots that I would never want to spend time with. I live in a really small town though so I usually know most of the people at parties I go to.

Nepenthe seems to have **** figured out.

i don't talk to people i don't know at parties, i'm too busy grabbing beers and slipping them into my pocket

not that drug use/casual hookups arent the bread and butter of excitement, but in the end its quite meaningless isnt it? and even the excitement part, its kind of a false excitement isnt it? like looking back the feeling i got from all that seems more like some imposture feeling disguised as excitement and contentment.

drug use and hookups are the only things in life i really find to be meaningful

but then again im a pretty shallow person

really i dont mean to throw hookups in there. i love them. and i will continue to partake in them. i find them much more enjoyable than relationships at this point in life honestly, theyre more real emotionally if you ask me. but the drug use and constant partying/chilling with ppl is more what i was referring to.

no hook ups for me thanks

just need to find a girl who has stuff in common with me, mainly attraction

and stick with her

i just do whatever, i dont really have a system. i make a fool of myself sometimes

I realized something today. I don't consider myself a racist, and I have no problem with any race, excluding one.

I ****ing hate the majority of black people. Is something wrong with me guys?

[QUOTE=adb;17460953]
just need to find a girl who has stuff in common with me, mainly attraction

and stick her[/QUOTE]

fixd

[QUOTE]i just do whatever, i dont really have a system. i make a fool of myself sometimes[/QUOTE]

thats really the best way to do it. you should do whatever feels right at any moment, no matter how much it may contradict your last action.

but thats not to say i dont have alot of things figured out and know what my feeling on them is and use that to decide what i do, which i guess is sort of systematic.

[QUOTE=malaise;17460958]I realized something today. I don't consider myself a racist, and I have no problem with any race, excluding one.

I ****ing hate the majority of black people. Is something wrong with me guys?[/QUOTE]nope

[QUOTE=malaise;17460958]I realized something today. I don't consider myself a racist, and I have no problem with any race, excluding one.

I ****ing hate the majority of black people. Is something wrong with me guys?[/QUOTE]

Same but I also hate the majority of white people too. Has nothing to do with race.

i don't hate anybody

[QUOTE=malaise;17460958]I realized something today. I don't consider myself a racist, and I have no problem with any race, excluding one.

I ****ing hate the majority of black people. Is something wrong with me guys?[/QUOTE]

nope

I have nothing in common with the majority of black people

I've met some really awesome, chill people who happened to be black though.

I guess it just comes down to the fact that there's black people, and then there's ******s.

And yeah, a lot of white people are scum too.

i love black people

ive met cool black people too though the actual negros we have here aren't gangsta or anything, and the aboriginals are a dying breed

i want to **** a black girl so badly

From what I've read aboriginals are a pestilence upon Australia lol.

like killer bees or something

blame the ZOG