im only going to use it to steal internet

[QUOTE=shortz;18902947]This is your answer for everything, lame[/QUOTE]

what else do I really need to say, this is the internet

I'm not being serious. at all.

[QUOTE=Astronaut;18902935]Dude, what's goin' on that's got you thinking so?

[/QUOTE]

i've been trying to get into health and fitness and i'm actually going insane from it

[QUOTE]what else do I really need to say, this is the internet

I'm not being serious. at all.[/QUOTE]

whoa. deeeeeep

shut the fuck up brent

and to answer your q mitch im out 5-7 days a week now

today I got del taco after work and skated around

[QUOTE=adbforever;18902951]what else do I really need to say, this is the internet

I'm not being serious. at all.[/QUOTE]

Honestly though, how is one to deduct that from text?

This isn't the first occasion where you've told someone (Mappy) to get a livejournal, are you "not being serious. at all." then too?

You realize the internet is some serious business, there's no room for tom foolery here :angry:

[QUOTE=shortz;18902957]

You realize the internet is some serious business, there's no room for tom foolery here :angry:[/QUOTE]

lol

[QUOTE=adbforever;18902956]

today I got del taco after work and skated around[/QUOTE]

u gonna start listening to odd future too?

[QUOTE]
This isn't the first occasion where you've told someone (Mappy) to get a livejournal, are you "not being serious. at all." then too?[/QUOTE]

obv

[QUOTE=SugarCoatedSour;18902883]as you become more conscious you become sort of open-eyed to certain states of mind that you'd otherwise abstract, or use as a catalyst for some activity. It's sort of a tricky thing to do, but I believe if you consciously take the time to truly wake up in the morning (before all the desires and queued functions come into play) then you won't simply jump from one thing to the adjacent thing, and so on and so forth until massive resistance stops you. Obviously our definition of self arise from our immediate relations (the people, the places) so try to observe from the inside how you are influenced and inflected...once again it's easy to say but 'doing' it is a balancing act.[/QUOTE]

dude we need to talk about some shit


[QUOTE=adbforever;18902936]i highly doubt any girls who like power electronics aren't paranoid wrecks (shortz is the exception)[/QUOTE]

my ex gf likes indie bands like liars, she barely tolerates power electronics (likes to see the live shows tho), and fucking hates it when i play black metal.

just fyi

cause i know you wanted to know

sputnuk pls

what are you up to dude its only like 9 oclock for you aint it

I think I'm going to visit some old friends for a bit gonna take it easy though my birthday is tomorrow.

kitsch is there any particular reason you're dropping opiates and cigarettes at the same time

do you perhps enjoy punishment

oh shit

well its past midnight in indiana so happy birthday

old friends are always odd. all of mine seem like they just stopped and are who they always were. either that or theyve been arrested, gotten married or converted to religion

[QUOTE=SheenaShiva;18902976]kitsch is there any particular reason you're dropping opiates and cigarettes at the same time

do you perhps enjoy punishment[/QUOTE]

because fuck it i can do it anyway

the withdrawal really hasnt been that bad

i just tell myself
"no, it doesn't matter what kind of rationalization or justification or physical compulsion that drives me to smoke a cigarette because im just not going to smoke any more ever. you really just cut off all possible ways for your subconscious to trick you into smoking. just make smoking impossible.

and opiate withdrawal hasn't been that bad

i only puked once today, and just feel really drained. theres no cravings for vicodin or boy or anyting

Smoooookeee weeeeeeeeeed brooooo

i just wanna be clean from everything

being on drugs constantly changes your state of being

he mad dank

[QUOTE=kitsch;18902981]because fuck it i can do it anyway

the withdrawal really hasnt been that bad

i just tell myself
"no, it doesn't matter what kind of rationalization or justification or physical compulsion that drives me to smoke a cigarette because im just not going to smoke any more ever. you really just cut off all possible ways for your subconscious to trick you into smoking. just make smoking impossible.

and opiate withdrawal hasn't been that bad

i only puked once today, and just feel really drained. theres no cravings for vicodin or boy or anyting[/QUOTE]

i have will power but my problem is my mind can make an ubeatable argument to justify anything that i think is convenient

id really like to kick smoking but every time ive tried it was really hitting where it hurts

you just gotta want it bad enough

dont be a pussy dude

when it comes down to it youre making an excuse, no matter how much sense the excuse makes

if you dont really wanna quit then you wont

it almost becomes adversarial. like its something youre going to beat.

im more concerned with getting into heavy diet and exercise routines lately

theres already a serious mental argument about this all the time so i really dont want to quit smoking right now


im just trying to keep an eye on myself because ive come to realize i do really stupid shit

how old are you dude

im 22 and acted like you at 18

youre gonna get a habit if you dont watch it real close

assuming you dont already have one

two of my friends from high school have had heavy cough syrup habits. one would binge for a weekend, the other for weeks. both eventually had a mild psychotic break (became delusional) although the latter had this happen a few years quicker

Happy birthday (in ten minutes) Steve! You're not getting drunk tomorrow?

i just turned 20

i havent used DXM in a month, ive decided to lay off for a good while

i was taking a box of coricidins like once or twice a week a few months ago and i came to realize i was starting to get weird and irritable and relying on it to make life seem meaningful

ive already had the psychotic breaks and heavy binges and what not , that's stuff i mostly consider behind me

its good youre backing off now

but dont let that be justification in the future that you can handle it and not become permanently dependent on it

thats the trap i fell into with heroin/methadone/vicodin

i dont even get fucked up anymore really but then again i don't really go out or do anything for the past few months

i like to think that im taking a break to meditate on a master plan before i move forward, kinda reinventing myself right now because gay awkward pop weirdness doesn't seem sophisticated enough anymore

dont have to wake up early tomorrow. dont know what to do with myself

[QUOTE=shortz;18903001]Happy birthday (in ten minutes) Steve! You're not getting drunk tomorrow?[/QUOTE]

I plan on getting a bit drunk sure, but I'll be 22 so it's not like anything new is opening up to me.

happy berfday steven

whaddup yall