[QUOTE=fivelivesdeadandgone;17453155]bored, drugs, etc. always a good time.[/QUOTE]

pfft drugs

I am actually off my drug binge this week as I was drinking quite a bit the last couple of weeks. River trip + leftover booze = lots of drunken mayhem

over the course of the next few hours i will intermittently shave my face

shaving is for pussies

im trying not to drink much at all anymore (even if i just did). i dont really enjoy it anyway.

yeah i'm starting to get pretty sick of drinking

[I]alcohol [/I]

blame it on the

[I]candy[/I]

[I]she's in love with cigarettes and CDs[/I]

so adb, that whole time when you were saying how you didn't want to be social, didn't wannt go out, etc were you just saying that to not make yourself feel like a failure.

or like do you still not want to be social and stuff

it's human nature to pretend you don't want to do things that you're actually afraid of or incapable of doing.

i wish i was more goddamn social but every time im out with people all i can think of is how much i want these ****ing idiots to shut up

well yeah i know but thats not true for everyone. i think i just missed the part where he admitted it.

more and more often i find myself going out with friends and leaving after an hour or two so i can eat and go back to sleep

shits always better when you're asleep
the worlds always ****ing perfect when you're dreaming

****

yeah life's too perfect in dreams

i find myself eating cupcakes and having conversation with people who hate my guts in real life

and no one is homeless when you sleep

[QUOTE=Nostalgia;17453180]so adb, that whole time when you were saying how you didn't want to be social, didn't wannt go out, etc were you just saying that to not make yourself feel like a failure.

or like do you still not want to be social and stuff[/QUOTE]

what?

I've only met a few people in my whole life I'd care to see outside of school or work.

I'm not a social person, I like communicating with text more because its more casual and I sound smarter/am more funny (at least that's my perception)

my brother is the only person I basically socialize with. We talk about everything except girls (weird, I know), I practically raised him. My parents were too busy with my sister growing up. They just took him to school and supplied shelter/food

i love being with my friends, but i dont like spending the night away from my house too much. i like sleeping in my own bed and just being at my house before i sleep, so often times i'll just leave at 2am or something just to sleep at my house haha
[QUOTE]
I like communicating with text more because its more casual and I sounder smarter/am more funny (at least that's my perception)[/QUOTE]

yeah dude. whenever i text the wittiness is in endless streams. EVERFLOWING ENDLESS STREAMS

[QUOTE=Jaundice;17453190]yeah life's too perfect in dreams

i find myself eating cupcakes and having conversation with people who hate my guts in real life[/QUOTE]
i find myself with these:
http://www.dobi.nu/yourscenesucks/punx/scene.jpg
http://www.dobi.nu/yourscenesucks/girl/scene.jpg
http://www.dobi.nu/yourscenesucks/brootal/scene.jpg

irl

you think your conversations are bad

spending the night at a friend's house is fu[size=2]cki[/size]ng bullsh[size=2]it[/size]

call me crazy but i don't like going a whole weekend without eating, sleeping or taking a shower

i just like sitting in my recliner playing video games all day while doing drugs. its a shame i cant be rich and do this forever. p.s. im pathetic.

never slept over at a friends house

never hung out at friends houses after elementary school

yeah and i hate using other people's bathrooms and eating their food. a few days ago i was at my friend's and my bud's family was having this huge dramatic meltdown right in front of me. so awkward, i didnt even know what to do.

[QUOTE]never slept over at a friends house

never hung out at friends houses after elementary school[/QUOTE]i went to friend's houses like twice in elementary school

I never had a birthday party thing after 5th grade

I went to my neighbor's house but he became an asshole

also I had another neighbor who I played basketball with, but he moved. Family was super christian so who cares

i dont sleep over i lay over and wish i was in my own damn bed cause the mattress/couch im on now ****ign sucks

its depressing hearing about people not spending the night with friends.

i go to sleep for the first time hours later than my friends wake up in the morning, so sleep never happens at other people's houses

and the next day they wonder why i want to go home and sleep and not talk to them for days

[QUOTE=fivelivesdeadandgone;17453209]its depressing hearing about people not spending the night with friends.[/QUOTE]
its irritating hearing "ugh that party last night flopped and i was home alone and had NOTHING TO DO"