i know hitting yourself in the face with things isn't necessarily a common symptom of panic attacks, but i've heard from people that have been on tour with him that he definitely just freaks out for 15-25 minutes, usually before or during a set and after that he's fine.

i know when i have them, especially in a class setting, i do a lot of things i wouldn't do because i'm trying to keep calm or hide the fact that i'm freaking out, but in reality i know it probably makes me look more like i'm freaking out than if i don't do anything. if i was on stage while having one i don't know what the fuck i'd do

ive never had a panic attack in a public setting, thank god

thats really the only place i have them. it's fucking awful.

generally when i have panic attacks its like im having a seizure kind of but im super anxious and cant breathe and it blows

when i have them my vision starts to get all crazy and i start sweating a bunch and i forget to breath and pretty much have no choice but to just put my head down and wait it out

those are the really bad ones though, i've only had them once or twice. i've been able to control them better recently, but sometimes they're just unavoidable.

shit's the worst :/

[quote=burtreynolds;18311970][IMG]http://www.dicapriobengals.com/funny-pictures-brushed-seal-leg-panic.jpg[/IMG] about to have a panic attack[/quote]
Seals dont have legs.

[QUOTE=burtreynolds;18311582]only listened to them once. maybe i should give them another try...but when i heard them....didnt care for them. i looked them up when they came here with ETID and howl....maybe im getting them confused with howl....either way...trap them or howl...suck[/QUOTE]

wut? you crazy dude. Actually I am a annoyed at Trap Them for pulling the pin on the ETID & 50 Lions gig early this year, but still, they rule

whos that chick in your avatar^^


i used to date this girl that would get panic attacks. she'd been on medication for them since she was 12 (we were 16 at the time) and she said that they had gotten worse since she had been taking the meds.

i don't really know what its like to have a panic attack the only thing close to it that i've experience was more a long the lines of a nervous break down. i had been up for about 5 days at that point, gotten into a big fight with my dad, been thrown out of the house in february and spent the next two days staying at friends houses but still not sleeping. i finally came home and no one said anything to me or even looked at me and i think that was worse than the fight so i just stayed in my room and listened to really sad music and just started shaking all over and was too exhausted to go to sleep. plus i was in some kind of existential crisis where i hated every aspect of myself and i just kept cycling through all of those things over and over again adding details that probably weren't too each time, just digging myself deeper and deeper until i cried myself to sleep.

this is also when i was 16 much less melodramatic now

that definitely doesn't sound like a panic attack. if he like went and sat behind an amp for the rest of the set i'd believe you but it sounds like stage antics

yeah

[QUOTE=nevertoolate;18312199]wut? you crazy dude. Actually I am a annoyed at Trap Them for pulling the pin on the ETID & 50 Lions gig early this year, but still, they rule[/QUOTE]

i still havent given them another shot. but 50 lions are the shit

I finally listened to Swamp Thing today this is fucking amazing holy shit

band is cool, but they're kinda old news now with the way the damn HC scene works.

i have a tour press of In Shame that I'll sell to you.

yeah i'm pretty much late for everything

How much? I'll buy it in early feb maybe since I dont start work again until Jan 5th and am running low on $

Eh, I'm unloading all of my shit here like in the next couple weeks.

ah, well w/e

I got my magrudergrind shirt in the mail today Crusher came with it free which is awesome because I thought it was coming free in USA only

I don't know how I overlooked Veins, but their ST is freaking sweet.

yeah that tape is the jam

BUTT WHOO FUCKING CARES

WHO

FUCKING

CAARES

[QUOTE=Anglachel;18314639]I finally listened to Swamp Thing today this is fucking amazing holy shit[/QUOTE]

[url]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3jrtTFLbqBI[/url]

Selling off all my records guys, this time for real as opposed to in the past selling some and being content. Everything must go!

Hit this up and spread the word to any of your friends into hardcore:
[url]http://www.theb9.com/topic/selling-all-my-records-posted-on-theB9-buy-sell-trade-board[/url]

none more ben is a sad name :(

[IMG]http://firestreamvault.com/main/rateimages/2674_04_07_2008_8_55_49_Means%20-%20More%20Than%20Watchmen%20in%20the%20Morning.jpg[/IMG]

So good.

means album i haven't heard? what's the title?

union of uranus is one of the best bands i've ever heard

do you buy records witchxrapist

i might have the 2x7" if i didn't already sell it. . . ;)

:smoke:

i do buy records but i rarely have money

xPOOR STUDENTx

and my turntable broke so no use currently

[QUOTE=witchxrapist;18320483]union of uranus is one of the best bands i've ever heard[/QUOTE]

they b maaad good def, heil

[QUOTE=xMalcolmXx;18315401][url]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3jrtTFLbqBI[/url][/QUOTE]

haha that was awesome

hey guys, I'm enjoying the new Punch lp a lot, "Push Pull". Any recs for what to listen next? I enjoy no-nonsense straight-to the point hardcore. I know hatred surge, coke bust, mind eraser, weekend nachos as far as more or less similar bands go.

get sexless/no sex by iron lung, and violence violence by ceremony.

Anyone that wants to hear some new shit and likes the mosh:

[url]http://www.mediafire.com/?uj76y5owlv5hdux[/url]

Will 2 Die demo, features current and ex-members of Fingers Crossed.

Stick To Your Guns- We're What Separates The Heart From The Heartless.

Very good song.

ben upload that iron lung?

sure thing dude:

[url]http://www.mediafire.com/?wyjg0tdt0nv[/url]

What's dis?

sexless/no sex by iron lung.

it's fucking awesome.

yeah, it's excellent, something of a classic. I had a first listen to that Ceremony album, pretty nice, need to listen more. I hated Rohnert Park, so I didn't bother with their other albums before..

Any other recs?

sexless//no sex is incredible

[QUOTE=ignus;18325437]yeah, it's excellent, something of a classic. I had a first listen to that Ceremony album, pretty nice, need to listen more. I hated Rohnert Park, so I didn't bother with their other albums before..

Any other recs?[/QUOTE]

yeah everything by ceremony up until Rohnert Park. i love RP but that's personal preference.

try:
extortion - degenerate
weekend nachos - punish and destroy
coke bust - fuck bar culture