Closer, yet really just further away
It seems to me that you're missin the point
Forever is never ending
You'll just keep runnin, over and again

Julia
Heart
Empty/ness
Destroyed

Julia was a girl
born without a heart
all she felt was emptyness
she could never be destroyed


i
can't
get
this

Why am I the weakest link?
I can't believe that you still stand
I must get free, I can't watch you end us
But this is...Oh, I see...we were meant to fail

God
save
the
spleen

God isn't even a figure in our mind
save us? only a fleeting dream
shout the curses
give your unborn son an arrow to the spleen

not
what
it
seems

not the door silly!
what are you thinking?
that window over there, see it?
that door is not what it seems.

zippitycrack
lens
urethra
case

Mangled words spilled out like "ZIPPITYCRACK!"
They were later analyised under a microscope lens
Our love is like a line from a urethra
In this case I think we've had a slight discharge

Whore
Slut
Bitch
Ho

i feel a slap as i am labeled a whore
another crack on the back as the words slut spill out
i know the itch to call me a bitch
but please never call me a ho

running
away
with
me

running is my hobby
farther and farther away i go
with a hole in the ground i trip
woe unto me

fuc k
sh it
piss
love

fuc k it all
i sh it on your face
piss leaks from my eyes
as i scream that i love you

blackened
is
the
end

Blackened is always surrounding
This is what i was set up for
Black Sublte thoughts is the
Ill re-write the end

Diein
To
Tell
you

i'm slowly dying
to feel your windblown skin
tell you how i feel?
you know i would never.

giving
in
to
you

giving for the wrong reasons
is like giving in to you
to make me a man of only your seasons
is only a thing that you could do

plaster
eyes
do
disguise

it's been so long now, but I don't feel like giving up
we run around these tracks, until one of us falls in.
we're swallowed like alcohol, too eager to forget-
and then there's you, yes, and then there's you.

ramble
quotation
out
ponder

oops sorry

set me up like paint and plaster
my doubtful eyes are filling faster
do you know what you have done?
disguise my face and you have won.

ramble
quotation
out
ponder

a slurred mouth rambled
a quotation of Nietzsche
the conversation was later thrown out
but i still ponder what exactly you said

cat
fur
plumpness
century

i so pissed off with my old cat
ripped off his fur coz he was fat
plumpness was not what he was meant to be
but a pet like him comes every century

Destiny
Fate
Memory
Straight

Destined to dream of a life never lived
with fate as my faith or my dark executioner
My memory flickers as the lights all go out
and the darkness leads me straight back to you

that
what
she
do

I walked that extra mile
But what do i do now
She came in search of a smile
What do i do, I don't know how

I walked that extra mile
But what do i do now
She came in search of a smile
What do i do, I don't know how

Disappear
Brighten
Anger
Hatred

my soul told me it could disappear
if it did my heart would brighten
i would have no more anger
all my hatred would be wasted now

lion
loves
guitar
players

getting in a lion fight could leave a scar
but the things she loves have gone too far
oh well, i guess i'd kill it with my guitar
the players wouldn't do it, they still live with there ma

getting in a lion fight could leave a scar
but the things she loves have gone too far
oh well, i guess i'd kill it with my guitar
the players wouldn't do it, they still live with there ma

fish
night
swish
fight

eatin fish!
tonight!
it went swish!
but lost the fight!

who
is
your
daddy

i don't know who you are
is love at first sight true
your habits have gone too far
if only your poor daddy knew

I don't know who you are
is love at first sight true
your habits have gone too far
if only your poor daddy knew

rich
bite
lonely
sorrow

your flesh it tastes so rich
just one bite makes me a millionaire of sensations
until this point in time i felt so lonely
i have finally drowned my sorrow in your eyes


is
there
something
wrong

Is your dagger still drenched in grief
A body of nightmares awaits
Something so evil should be kept brief
But whats wrong with a thousand hates

faith
destruction
insanity
obsure

And as we lose our faith,
The time for destruction comes,
The fires bring forth our insanity,
Our thoughts become so obscure,

Nothing
Darkness
Burn
End