[QUOTE=BridgeToSolace]
People do silly things. And I don't want to hear about it.[/QUOTE]
That's a good point. I should adopt that philosophy.:p

[QUOTE=Mute Print]Well she's stopped talking to me, so whatever. I never have things like that happen to me, so it caught me off gaurd. I only have a few people who I ever talk to, and none of them have issues like that...[/QUOTE]
At least you don't talk to me on a regular basis then :p.

[QUOTE=BridgeToSolace]I've talked through a couple people on this forum about stupid crap like that.

What'd it teach me?

People do silly things. And I don't want to hear about it.[/QUOTE]
Dude, I'm right here...you don't have to dance around using names :p

:(

I doubt that there are many people who actually cut themselves. Most I think want attention.

New name/location/maybe ship name-Miranda/Haushinka/Vheissu

Poeple cut themselves to get the attention. Only if they fail to get it while saying they'll cut themselves.

[QUOTE=Mute Print]That's a good point. I should adopt that philosophy.:p[/QUOTE]

The last time someone IMed me about being depressed, I sent them a Big D and The Kids Table song and then blocked them.

Because really, there is no better cure for the blues than the Big D.

[QUOTE=Fire Whispers]Poeple cut themselves to get the attention. Only if they fail to get it while saying they'll cut themselves.[/QUOTE]

Cutting releases hormones that focuses on the physical pain rather than emotional pain.

Some people have chemical imbalances that make them depressed all the time. It is not under their control.

So those people cut because they'd rather the physical pain to the chemical indused emotional pain.

Or something. Vince explained it to me one time. It's all crap to me, though.

[QUOTE=AZNGuitaristDude101]I doubt that there are many people who actually cut themselves. Most I think want attention.
[/QUOTE]
I know at least two who have, and I don't know many people.

[QUOTE=BridgeToSolace]Cutting releases hormones that focuses on the physical pain rather than emotional pain.

Some people have chemical imbalances that make them depressed all the time. It is not under their control.

So those people cut because they'd rather the physical pain to the chemical indused emotional pain.

Or something. Vince explained it to me one time. It's all crap to me, though.[/QUOTE]
Haha at Big D, good call.

I can't recall what the name of the released chemical is, but it's what dulls pain so like when you get a real bad cut you don't notice. I want to say amphetamines, but I'm not sure.

But yeah, basically the physical pain is easier to deal with than the emoional pain, and plus it releases chemicals to dull that pain to boot.

Wow. I didn't know any of that.

Vince: I agree completely.

[QUOTE=Permanent Solution]Haha at Big D, good call.

I can't recall what the name of the released chemical is, but it's what dulls pain so like when you get a real bad cut you don't notice. I want to say amphetamines, but I'm not sure.

But yeah, basically the physical pain is easier to deal with than the emoional pain, and plus it releases chemicals to dull that pain to boot.[/QUOTE]

I learn more on MX then I learn at school.:amaze:

[QUOTE=pazz_10]I learn more on MX then I learn at school.:amaze:[/QUOTE]
Indeed.

Yeah, it's good to be knowledgeable about what's wrong with you *shrug*

I can pretty much peg any depressed person after a few conversations with them, it's easy to recognize like people heh. But real depressed people tend not to lash out for attention except as a last resort. So if someone is talking about being depressed with you and asking for help, they're not really depressed, or they're so depressed they're probably suicidal, and you have to figure that out from how well you know them, bascially. A lot of depressed people never reach out at all though.

[QUOTE=Permanent Solution]Yeah, it's good to be knowledgeable about what's wrong with you *shrug*[/QUOTE]
Indeed it is.

[QUOTE=pazz_10]I learn more on MX then I learn at school.:amaze:[/QUOTE]

[url]http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Self-harm#Psychology[/url]

[url]http://www.selfharm.org/what/precursors.html[/url]

Wikipedia is the best ever.

[url]http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Musicianforums[/url] :eek:

[QUOTE=Permanent Solution]A lot of depressed people never reach out at all though.[/QUOTE]

They post on internet forums instead.

[QUOTE=Permanent Solution]A lot of depressed people never reach out at all though.[/QUOTE]
That's why I don't know that I really buy the whole thing. Like I said, I don't know this girl personally, but it seems unlikely that she was for real.

I really need a break from all the bizarre things that have gone on in my life lately. I think AIM is a very bad thing. :-\

Coheed and Cambria tomorrow night should be a good distraction.

[QUOTE=BridgeToSolace]
Wikipedia is the best ever.

[url]http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Musicianforums[/url] :eek:[/QUOTE]
Yes it is.

:eek:x2

[QUOTE=BridgeToSolace][url]http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Musicianforums[/url] :eek:[/QUOTE]

That's pretty cool.

[QUOTE=Mute Print]That's why I don't know that I really buy the whole thing. Like I said, I don't know this girl personally, but it seems unlikely that she was for real.

I really need a break from all the bizarre things that have gone on in my life lately. I think AIM is a very bad thing. :-\

Coheed and Cambria tomorrow night should be a good distraction.[/QUOTE]

I have mine set to "You can't IM me if you aren't on my buddy list". That way I don't get messages from bullcrap people like the chick that IMed you.

I have 12 people on my list from school and 59 people from MX :p

[QUOTE=BridgeToSolace][url]http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Self-harm#Psychology[/url]

[url]http://www.selfharm.org/what/precursors.html[/url]

Wikipedia is the best ever.

[url]http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Musicianforums[/url] :eek:[/QUOTE]

Ramsey would have made that, putting a link to his thread and all.

[QUOTE=BridgeToSolace]They post on internet forums instead.[/QUOTE]
It's sad because it's true. Internet has an inordinate concentration of depressed people. Musicians are more prone to it too (or rather depressed people are often into music), so this site is way over average concentration. :-\
[QUOTE=Mute Print]That's why I don't know that I really buy the whole thing. Like I said, I don't know this girl personally, but it seems unlikely that she was for real.

I really need a break from all the bizarre things that have gone on in my life lately. I think AIM is a very bad thing. :-\

Coheed and Cambria tomorrow night should be a good distraction.[/QUOTE]
It's a good and bad thing. Good because I like helping people, bad because when I exhaust my self past capacity I still get pushed, and then bad things happen. Like seeing counselors. God that was dumb /probably only Jon remembers when I did that

Ohh, that'll be fun.

/me writes first journal entry


/me feels super-emo

[QUOTE=BridgeToSolace]I have mine set to "You can't IM me if you aren't on my buddy list". That way I don't get messages from bullcrap people like the chick that IMed you.

I have 12 people on my list from school and 59 people from MX :p[/QUOTE]
I have that too, but I get a prompt to accept it, and I rarely refuse :-\

Mine is 64 friends, 4 college friends, 1 family contact, 50 mx kids

[QUOTE=BridgeToSolace]I have mine set to "You can't IM me if you aren't on my buddy list". That way I don't get messages from bullcrap people like the chick that IMed you.

I have 12 people on my list from school and 59 people from MX :p[/QUOTE]
I need to do that. I keep getting IM'ed by people that I know for a fact I've never given my screen name to.

I have like 5 friends from school and 30 MXers on my buddy list.

One day cbmartinez will be in that musicianforums definition.

[QUOTE=Permanent Solution] Like seeing counselors. God that was dumb /probably only Jon remembers when I did that

Ohh, that'll be fun.[/QUOTE]
I remember when Dan saw counselors.

You never mentioned that to me though. :(

I'd think you'd know more about yourself than any shrink would. (and I mean you specifically, not people in general)

[QUOTE=cbmartinez]One day cbmartinez will be in that musicianforums definition.[/QUOTE]
You should be Chris.

You could go under the section entitled "MX Scene Kids".

Just Kidding. :p

[QUOTE=Mute Print]I need to do that. I keep getting IM'ed by people that I know for a fact I've never given my screen name to.
[/QUOTE]

That's why I changed my screen name from Bleedthesky to BridgeToSolace a while ago. Too many people I didn't know, or didn't want to talk to, where getting my screen name.

Now only trusted friends and random strangers on the internet know it.

[QUOTE=Mute Print]You should be Chris.

You could go under the section entitled "MX Scene Kids".

Just Kidding. :p[/QUOTE]
lololololol :p

[QUOTE=BridgeToSolace]I remember when Dan saw counselors.

You never mentioned that to me though. :(

I'd think you'd know more about yourself than any shrink would. (and I mean you specifically, not people in general)[/QUOTE]
Oh. Interesting. Well it was bad times. For anyone considering counseling here's some advice: Forcing people to attend additional counseling is a terrible idea.

I do. I figured honesty was the best policy and they flipped out and all was bad. Not doing it again.

[QUOTE=BridgeToSolace]That's why I changed my screen name from Bleedthesky to BridgeToSolace a while ago. Too many people I didn't know, or didn't want to talk to, where getting my screen name.

Now only trusted friends and random strangers on the internet know it.[/QUOTE]
I changed my screen name a less than a year ago. There used to be 50 or 60 kids from my school who knew my old screen name, and I didn't even know most of them personally so I changed it.

I have two screen names now. One I use for MXers only, and one for friends from school. I might just start using my one that you guys know. I'd only give it to like 2 people, to avoid things like this permanently.

[QUOTE=Mute Print]You should be Chris.

You could go under the section entitled "MX Scene Kids".

Just Kidding. :p[/QUOTE]

/cancels In/Humanity transfer

What do you guys think of the journal feature? It seems pretty emo, but I've enjoyed making my one entry so far.


I will be reading all of yours, providing your entries are less emo than 'So today sucked. I cut my wrists and cried in a corner a little bit... Actually that was a lie. But today did suck.' :p


Actually that's not true... I'm sure I'll read them anyway. I do have no life after all...

[QUOTE=cbmartinez]/cancels In/Humanity transfer[/QUOTE]
Haha, you know I love you. :-*

They're really awesome, by the way.

Vince: I considered going to a counseler or a psychologist of some sort. Bad idea?

[QUOTE=billiejoe84]What do you guys think of the journal feature? It seems pretty emo, but I've enjoyed making my one entry so far.


I will be reading all of yours, providing your entries are less emo than 'So today sucked. I cut my wrists and cried in a corner a little bit... Actually that was a lie. But today did suck.' :p


Actually that's not true... I'm sure I'll read them anyway. I do have no life after all...[/QUOTE]
Yours was the most serious one so far haha.

You know you love my entry. :)

Emo violence, best genre ever.

[QUOTE=Fire Whispers]Vince: I considered going to a counseler or a psychologist of some sort. Bad idea?[/QUOTE]
Depends, what for?