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So anyways, I was listening to Pushit Live today and thought of my ex

why so?

We were like North and South pole you know? 15 years together and it feels good but in a way it feels like maybe I could have done something about it. Looking back though, she was a pessimistic, apathetic idiot. I thought I could help her, like Alex Grey in a way. Healer, like we shared so much. 15 years with someone is insane to deal with when it's gone. It's more so the habit of her being around. Pushit though, that really hit me hard last night, like I have listened to that song hundreds of times but last night it was profound. Mental orgasm and complete humility. Fucking love Tool.

you can never fix anyone

I know. It's just 15 years is a long time you know? When I met her I was like 19 she was 26. I'm 34 now and basically spent half of my life with this girl. I've been wanting to get out of it though for a while but I was a considerate moron at the time. Now that it's gone, makes me think.

I never trust a woman that is older (reasonably older) who dates a younger dude


from my observation and experiences they're usually off the wall

I love older women, dunno why. Always since I was like 13. Maybe it has to do with the mother archetype by C.G.Jung. Anyways what happened with you Ron? It's been a while :p

Well, I like a good MILF too but not for anything serious.


I'm good, just working on my masters at the moment. Guess that is the most important thing I'm doing now lol.

[QUOTE=Flynn;18802717]I love older women, dunno why. Always since I was like 13. Maybe it has to do with the mother archetype by C.G.Jung. Anyways what happened with you Ron? It's been a while :p[/QUOTE]

isn't that fixation a Freudian thing? idk how Jung interpreted it

[QUOTE=Haz;18802724]isn't that fixation a Freudian thing? idk how Jung interpreted it[/QUOTE]

He was with Sigmond and they went seperate ways so I've read. I do have almost everything by Jung. It's amazing.

giraffe neck will be so pretentious in college, it's gonna be lol

doubt he'll be posting here by then tho0ugh

Jung would probably ask about his wet dreams


anyways, Jung was a crazy dude. Spent a shit ton of time researching alchemy

yeah read a brief guide to him lost me at all the occult stuff

[QUOTE=Mr. Ron;18802728]Jung would probably ask about his wet dreams


anyways, Jung was a crazy dude. Spent a shit ton of time researching alchemy[/QUOTE]

I'm all ears now. Anything you know about him elaborate in any way. I bought the Red Book and was worth every penny. So hard but I'm getting closer to understanding parts of it. Aion is deep as well.

[quote=Flynn;18802730]I'm all ears now. Anything you know about him elaborate in any way. I bought the Red Book and was worth every penny. So hard but I'm getting closer to understanding parts of it. Aion is deep as well.[/quote]
it's weird and probably could be used as a themed martial industrial album

[url]http://zero-point.tripod.com/alchemy/alchemyclass.html[/url]

who is flynn? is he that goth guys alt?

what goth guy? and no, flynn's not an alt.

i dont remember his name, he was the goth guy with the funny myspace and everyone used to make fun of him

not sure if serious