[QUOTE=blizzard;13391434]I got a call from work before and we're not opening on Sunday which is good. Because its like the one day I'm pretty sure my girlfriend isn't doing anything. I haven't seen her since the last day of term. :( Partly my fault seeing I was away last week though.[/QUOTE]

i don't really want to go, but i say that every time, i always rock up and have fun.

[QUOTE=kilian;13391435]Show some interest in that ofcourse! You're her closest relation, well should be. If it's true love between you two, you can talk about almost anything. :) And besides.. she's a teenager. That's almost normal that you have the feeling that you're not totally happy in the world.

About the rum.. :lol: sometimes I drink a lot, but I can always remember atleast 60% of the night haha![/QUOTE]

I have tried... but she isn't really comfortable with talking about why she is unhappy. She only really wants to talk to a shrink she doesn't even want her parents to talk to her about it yet... she wants to answer the questions when she is ready. I dunno the last few days I've barely talked to her because she has been busy and so have I and she was staying over her best friends house a day or two ago which meant she wasn;t on msn which is how we actually talk most of the time. I rang her before but she was getting changed and was going to ring me back but I'm not quite sure what happened. I don't think that its that she doesn't want to talk to me or anything more thats shes just confused and in a weird place at the moment and doesn;t really want to talk to a lot of people. (her friend she staying with has known her for about 8 years compared to me which is about 10 weeks.) Though having said shes not happy, I believe she is happier than she was. She cut herself up until just after we started dating and one of her friends have told me that she has been happier since I've known her.

[QUOTE=funkyhoney;13391453]i don't really want to go, but i say that every time, i always rock up and have fun.[/QUOTE]

my work is just really dull and tedious especially since its only me on most of the time. (and this last week I haven't been feeling all that well at work and floated through my shifts).

That's a great improvement already then :)

Yeah, When I found out that she cut herself it was probably the worst I've ever felt, it quite literally made sick in the stomach. But the thing is when I first met her she told me she used to be emo and they way she joked about with her other friends made me think that she was 'poser' emo. So naturally I would make jokes about it sometimes, like about her cutting herself. Then she told me that she cut herself and I felt terrible. But as of that time I thought it was only during her emo stage around christmas last year but later she told me it started in like march '05 and she didn;t stop til July this year. :(

[QUOTE=blizzard;13391455]my work is just really dull and tedious especially since its only me on most of the time. (and this last week I haven't been feeling all that well at work and floated through my shifts).[/QUOTE]

i want a job like that, i hate having people riding me.

i don't mind doing what they say but i'd rather jsut be left to my own devices

Did you tell her this? That it literally made you sick?



I have the best job without a degree :D I'm a barback from a cocktail catering and I've had my 'promotion'. My boss said that he thought I would become a good bartender and wants to train me more to become a bartender. And said he wants to stop to work with other people who are also a barback. So that means I've won from them :cool:

[QUOTE=kilian;13391463]Did you tell her this? That it literally made you sick?[/QUOTE]

Yeah, I did. BTW I felt sick with grief for making jokes about it and I went and apologised the next day to her for it and felt much better after I had done that. Unfortunately that was one of the weirdest days I have ever had... I would be real happy for a while and 15 minutes later be real depressed and then 15 minutes later be real happy :confused:

I know that feeling :lol:

It's called: love. Atleast.. I always have it when I'm in love ;)

Sorry Ryan this is probably the millionth time you've heard that story.

I am going to have to start charging for these sessions blizzard.

Anyway.. I'm off guys! :wave:

I didn't ask you :p anyway its really nothing new what I just said.

I love her so, I just want to see that she is happy and gets whatever help she needs. I don't think there is anything that she could really tell me that would scare me away or make me stop caring for her... except maybe "I've been cheating on you!" :p

[QUOTE=kilian;13391473]Anyway.. I'm off guys! :wave:[/QUOTE]

Bye Kilian have a good one.

[quote=blizzard;13391475]I didn't ask you :p anyway its really nothing new what I just said.

I love her so, I just want to see that she is happy and gets whatever help she needs. I don't think there is anything that she could really tell me that would scare me away or make me stop caring for her... [B]except maybe "I've been cheating on you!"[/B] :p[/quote]

Or maybe, "I thought you would like to know that you are the first person I have been with since the sex change"



Sounds like you really do care about her.


Best of luck to the both of you.

[QUOTE=ebe9;13391478]Sounds like you really do care about her.


Best of luck to the both of you.[/QUOTE]

believe you me she suprises me with some new information about herself almost every week. I'm not really a judgemental person, when she told me that she cut herself I wasn't ever going to say "OMFG YOU EMO, YOUR A FREAK GET AWAY FROM ME" (which suprisingly is almost what her brother said when he found out, from what I understand he said "Sarah WTF do you cut yourself! :angry:") I'm more about finding out what is wrong and seeing how I can make it better.

You know what Ebe I don't think you ever really have given me advice, I've more or less just listened in on your advice with Ryan.

[quote=blizzard;13391484]You know what Ebe I don't think you ever really have given me advice, I've more or less just listened in on your advice with Ryan.[/quote]


Nope, I have never given you advise. But if one situation that I offer advice about to somebody else applies to you, then its all good.


And call me Hobbes. :thumb:

[QUOTE=ebe9;13391489]Nope, I have never given you advise. But if one situation that I offer advice about to somebody else applies to you, then its all good.


And call me Hobbes. :thumb:[/QUOTE]

I do most of the time... I actually found out your first name the other day, I can't really remember. Is it Jake?

i didnt realise hobbes was back and killian got fed up with listening to bliz

i return :)

[QUOTE=blizzard;13391495]I do most of the time... I actually found out your first name the other day, I can't really remember. Is it Jake?[/QUOTE]

[SIZE="7"][B][I][U]NO!!!!![/U][/I][/B][/SIZE]

[QUOTE=funkyhoney;13391499]i didnt realise hobbes was back and killian got fed up with listening to bliz

i return :)[/QUOTE]

Way to make me feel loved :p

Enough about my problems.... I got an awesome Muse shirt for birthday from my sister yesterday. (only 2 months late)

[QUOTE=funkyhoney;13391501][SIZE="7"][B][I][U]NO!!!!![/U][/I][/B][/SIZE][/QUOTE]

I take it that you object?

man i got my birthday present off my brother 2 months ago...

my birthday was in may :(



i do object :smash:

[QUOTE=funkyhoney;13391511]man i got my birthday present off my brother 2 months ago...

my birthday was in may :(



i do object :smash:[/QUOTE]

To be fair to her she was overseas, she left the day before my birthday and only go back yesterday :lol:

[QUOTE=blizzard;13391516]To be fair to her she was overseas, she left the day before my birthday and only go back yesterday :lol:[/QUOTE]

he was here the whole time :p

and all i got was a gift certificate :amaze:

[QUOTE=funkyhoney;13391523]he was here the whole time :p

and all i got was a gift certificate :amaze:[/QUOTE]

:lol: That was creative of him... I actually have to go out and buy her a present her birthday was last week.

[QUOTE=blizzard;13391527]:lol: That was creative of him... I actually have to go out and buy her a present her birthday was last week.[/QUOTE]


oh well, gift shopping is fun, i love finding something great for someone

[QUOTE=funkyhoney;13391535]oh well, gift shopping is fun, i love finding something great for someone[/QUOTE]

Mmm shopping for my gf's birthday was fun.. I got her some crack and a sex flavoured cake. I'm pretty sure her mum saw them too :lol:

sex flavoured cake, oh jesus :p

alright, well im gonna head off.. tired.. slumber.. :wave: