[QUOTE=publicastration;18902800]niooooioooooo plz dont compare one of my heroes to adb[/QUOTE]

purely talking visuals here

[QUOTE=Astronaut;18902848]Think the anxiety is what made your almost-attack flare up?[/QUOTE]

I dunno, possibly. I have been pretty stressed the past few days 'cause I'm so far behind.

[QUOTE=fingers mccoy;18902427]you're paranoid dude

nothing a girl says or does in a break-up means anything

they just do shit because they're trying to take control of themselves[/QUOTE]

yeah i figured this out

she sent me an email and asked me to call her

we talked and discovered that while i've let what's happened go and am focusing on myself she's still just pissed off and wants to hate me for lying to her for months about my drug abuse

also she said that she "deactivated" her account for the summer
pshh

[QUOTE=Haz;18902502]Yeah kitsch that is rough bro. My girl and me have the occasional tiff but i'd never want it to get to a point where we have arguments over settings on facebook. You may well restablish that contact on there i'd read it more as she currently requires distance than that she never wants to be friends again. It is a kinda critical stage I wouldn't advise flipping out over it.[/QUOTE]

its not so much the settings on facebook. its the blowout fight that we had saturday night that the aftershocks are still being felt


[QUOTE=Stevie;18902497]she prolly did that when she was feeling pissed off some evening[/QUOTE]

yeah she has a lot of resentment built up towards me. apparently she thinks that drugs are for second class citizens or something

and fingers, ive been detoxing from cigs and vicodin, 3 days clean on vics, 5 days clean on cigs

my bro and his crazy gf just get crazier

my friend they were rooming with spend thousands of dollars remodeling his basement and made a room just for her to stay in, really nice stuff


the other day they told him they're moving out, so he's losing out on rent AND basically spent all of that time and money for nothing

i know this sounds really bad

but i can't wait until the fall semester

i can find a 18 or 19 y/o freshman that i can train

hopefully one without some negative sexual experience

i dont mean train in a derogatory sense, but most of the women ive dated have been older than me and have already been in relationships with assholes who take advantage of them so they develop paranoid defense mechanisms and blah blah blah

basically i just want someone innocent who will give me benefit of the doubt

if i could have that then i would treat her better than anyone else would

[QUOTE=Mr. Ron;18902865]my bro and his crazy gf just get crazier

my friend they were rooming with spend thousands of dollars remodeling his basement and made a room just for her to stay in, really nice stuff


the other day they told him they're moving out, so he's losing out on rent AND basically spent all of that time and money for nothing[/QUOTE]

That's really shitty. Is it possible for your friend to find another renter?

[QUOTE=shortz;18902872]That's really shitty. Is it possible for your friend to find another renter?[/QUOTE]

Eh, my friend only rents to people he is really close with.


I want to say something so bad but I fear my friend will resent me for it.

[QUOTE=SheenaShiva;18902838]Yeah i've been experiencing a heavy disconnect between my internal and external realities

also a lot of weird subconscious material surfacing and causing me to revisit past experiences

think i need a couple days to sort things out[/QUOTE]

as you become more conscious you become sort of open-eyed to certain states of mind that you'd otherwise abstract, or use as a catalyst for some activity. It's sort of a tricky thing to do, but I believe if you consciously take the time to truly wake up in the morning (before all the desires and queued functions come into play) then you won't simply jump from one thing to the adjacent thing, and so on and so forth until massive resistance stops you. Obviously our definition of self arise from our immediate relations (the people, the places) so try to observe from the inside how you are influenced and inflected...once again it's easy to say but 'doing' it is a balancing act.

watching the wonder years, winny cooper is a bitch

fucking love wonder years


his dad is a lot like my dad haha

i'm trying to get through it as fast as possible so i'm only watching the first and last episode of each season and skipping all the bullshit filler episodes

sup bros

get a livejournal kitsch

also i love how i barely post and you guys can't go two pages w/o name dropping me or posting pics of me from fb

[QUOTE=adbforever;18902895]get a livejournal kitsch

also i love how i barely post and you guys can't go two pages w/o name dropping me or posting pics of me from fb[/QUOTE]

get a livejournal adb

[IMG]http://i.imgur.com/r54Y3.jpg[/IMG]

hahahaha

@Brent: What I don't understand is how you complain when people don't "post stuff about their lives" and how they're not being very communal (ie) Malleus and N2P, then when someone actually does post what's going on in their lives, you tell them to get a livejournal.

I must have missed something in that logic :confused:

assuming he has any logic at all

giving him too much credit

[QUOTE=shortz;18902901]@Brent: What I don't understand is how you complain when people don't "post stuff about their lives" and how they're not being very communal (ie) Malleus and N2P, then when someone actually does post what's going on in their lives, you tell them to get a livejournal.

I must have missed something in that logic :confused:[/QUOTE]

you missed the part where nobody posts huge hissy fit rants like kitsch does

fuck time went by fast today

shut the fuck up brent

bawww my gf bawwww my withdrawal

seriously livejournal

like you're any better? seriously

shut the fuck up

i am better, I don't rely on a crazy bitch and drugs to be a happy person

^Who said he relied on her to make him happy? If I recall correctly, he said he's happier now that they're not together. And you don't know the circumstances for his drug use, stop being a dick.

[QUOTE=adbforever;18902911]you missed the part where nobody posts huge hissy fit rants like kitsch does[/QUOTE]

Uh wut? He's not having a hissy fit, he's detailing what's going on in his life, which (according to you) is the purpose of this thread.

Honestly Brent, that's a weak retort

[QUOTE=adbforever;18902921]i am better, I don't rely on a crazy bitch and drugs to be a happy person[/QUOTE]

you, happy?

:lol:

but still. shut the fuck up

i've been getting blasted with negative karma non stop these past three days

like there's some serious cosmic punishment going on this summer

fuck pulled pork burritos re-heated are the tops

[QUOTE]fuck pulled pork burritos re-heated are the tops[/QUOTE]


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idk why shortz takes me so seriously

Give kitsch a break, Brent, he's a really cool dude. Also, none of that read like a "hissy fit" to me anyway, given that he also particularly talked about moving on and that bit about wanting to treat a less paranoid girl really well.

[QUOTE=SheenaShiva;18902926]i've been getting blasted with negative karma non stop these past three days

like there's some serious cosmic punishment going on this summer[/QUOTE]

Dude, what's goin' on that's got you thinking so?

:mad: The other day, I got two flat tires, my dad got a flat, and my little brother got a flat. That's pretty cosmic, I think. :lol:

i highly doubt any girls who like power electronics aren't paranoid wrecks (shortz is the exception)

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t-rob went to sacramento :cool:

my sister gave her iphone to my bro, he gonna give it to me so I can use wifi

gonna post on mx on the go now.

iphone? hipster

where do you even go that you would "post on the go"

get a livejournal brent

shut the fuck up

[QUOTE=adbforever;18902932]idk why shortz takes me so seriously[/QUOTE]

This is your answer for everything, lame