actually I wish I had a meatball sub

[QUOTE=Luc214;18423987]really just the flavors maturing.

that's why authentic italian tomato sauces are usually simmered for hours and hours on end.[/QUOTE]

tomato sauces are better when you sun dry some tomatoes and reduce some tomato sauce for it... just throwing that in there :)

someone explain to me why getting a degree makes them happy

thread could use some more

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[QUOTE=12XU;18423969]if he is happy, he is happy. like i said before there is no worth, there is no objectivity when it comes to happiness and contentment. i hate to sound like a conspiracy anti-establisment nut, but you're all conditioned into thinking that 4 year degrees and houses on the water mean you're doing "well" in life.[/QUOTE]

i hate to sound like an idk but you're conditioned into thinking that we're conditioned into thinking that four year degrees and houses on the water mean we're doing "well" in life

seriously though i hope you get over this drug addicted "nihilism" phase and move onto the next one soon for your own sake cuz it's depressing as fuck

because it will allow me to become a civil engineer which I've wanted to do for about 8 years now

plus being in college has been the best 4 years of my life

good enough?

I answered your question

I've had an impact on my brother and still do

I don't care about anyone else exterior, he's always been a part of my life

[QUOTE=12XU;18423992]someone explain to me why getting a degree makes them happy[/QUOTE]

I don't care about a degree. I'm using school as a means to develop my skill at cinematography, writing scripts etc, having access to equipment to produce some work.

I was happy when I got my BA

I'll be happier when I get my masters and certificaitons next year

but getting a 2 year degree did give me some feeling of "accomplishment"

for me it's just like, okay I'm done here, moving on to the next stage of my life. and my life has been improving so far so it's something to look forward to.

also I really just want to be able to afford a decent studio in center city philly or new york and have a little money to throw around, and a degree generally helps in that regard.

[QUOTE=Deth;18423996]because it will allow me to become a civil engineer which I've wanted to do for about 8 years now

plus being in college has been the best 4 years of my life

good enough?[/QUOTE]

no that's just what the government wants you to think man

hopefully the job market gets better so I can actually find a job when I'm done

idk im just fucked up right now and sad so ill probably regret all this shit in the morning but yeah

just wanted to lay my feelings down in a stream of thought. its cathartic. i want you guys to know i wasn't trying to disrespect your lifestyle or defame you as people you're all great guys and i'd probably be 10x more depressed if i didnt have you in my life

what is the matter

I need a job

just depression man. its hard to explain... when you're depressed there is nothing that's really [I]wrong[/I] in particular its just nothing seems right

i went off my SSRIS which i really shouldn't have so maybe that is why im breaking down right now

[quote=12XU;18424007]just depression man. its hard to explain... when you're depressed there is nothing that's really [I]wrong[/I] in particular its just nothing seems right

i went off my SSRIS which i really shouldn't have so maybe that is why im breaking down right now[/quote]
Do you have access to them now?

i've been there austin in all seriousness just getting shit out helps a lot.

i'd probably lay off the drugs though, it cant help. if anything you're just going to build a really awful dependency.

[QUOTE=adbforever;18423997]I answered your question

I've had an impact on my brother and still do

I don't care about anyone else exterior, he's always been a part of my life[/QUOTE]

no I asked whether you care about having an impact

do you?

went through it bout 3 years ago, change of scenery was what turned it around along with friends

When I was about 15 I went through a pretty terrible time emotionally. It happened again when I was 18. It went beyond just "normal" sadness so I don't think it was just the run of the mill depression everyone gets occasionally.

@austin

I love chemistry and science in general and getting a degree in science will allow me to do what I love.
not to mention the happiness I get from learning is reason enough to get a degree, and the knowledge that I will have a stable, respectable, fun, important job makes me happy right now

total bro-down happening in here

grouphugs

Who wants to touch bare chests?

mostly I'm in kind of a neutral slightly sad state with some nasty down swings every so often. I'm rarely ever truly happy I would say.

been watching too much zeitgeist fuck

I don't think anyone is really "happy" most of the time.

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went to a funeral for my sister's friend's brother's funeral last week. He had committed suicide

made me cry like a fucking child because I know so many people who almost committed suicide and :(:(:(

I'm generally a very happy person, though. I am just able to feel other's pain very easily.

[QUOTE=Mr. Ron;18424024]I don't think anyone is really "happy" most of the time.[/QUOTE]

content might be a better word.

yea making fun of a guy for depression that's hilarious

[QUOTE=xharles;18424025][IMG]http://i.imgur.com/KJqre.jpg[/IMG][/QUOTE]

that's pretty tasteless

[QUOTE=P13;18424010]no I asked whether you care about having an impact

do you?[/QUOTE]

which I answered by saying I have an impact on my brother

I care about that yes

[QUOTE=xharles;18424025][IMG]http://i.imgur.com/KJqre.jpg[/IMG][/QUOTE]

fuck off

lol

I lol'ed at the dog tbh

p sure adb is soulless

[QUOTE=adbforever;18424031]which I answered by saying I have an impact on my brother

I care about that yes[/QUOTE]

some humanity shines through

k bros going to bed <3luv you all

edit:
and then he laughs at the dog thing... ugh

look into his sad eyes and you will understand his pain

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