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ugh drug talk

ugh retards whining about drug talk :p

i left dmt in my friend's bong and his gf hit it

lol

oh jesus lol

You guys are wild playing with salvia and DMT and **** lol

hows the sober lyfe map

sobriety is giving me this weird sense of existential crisis where like i feel like i have to actually make my life better in order to enjoy it instead of just jigging 20 coricidins and putting on a suit jacket for no reason

i drank 6 kegs of natty tonight

yeah i have that too but i don't know how to really improve my life or im just too lazy/afraid to do it

sounds like we're in the same boat

[INDENT][/INDENT][QUOTE=witchxrapist;18060464]i drank 6 kegs of natty tonight[/QUOTE]

nice man I'm sure ur liver appreciates how ur treatin it

I was going to go to bed but I saw Nacho has a new account so I think I'll just egg him on until either one/both of us get banned. Much more fun than sleeping.

so im writing this new song and it's the catchiest best pop song

its like Yesterday by the Beatles except even more catchiest best pop song type thing

[QUOTE=Jaundice;18060468]sounds like we're in the same boat[/QUOTE]

that's why i started seeing a therapist. if i have someone telling me what to do it may give me some motivation to initiate things with girls, quit my job, and pick up good habits that'll ultimately make me somewhat functional.

Sounds pretty ****ed up I always assumed you were some sort of alpha male

i'm just considering seeing a psychiatrist cuz of these damned shaking fits

wonder what it'd be like if I saw a psychiatrist, I would just argue with them for hours and get them pissed cause I tend to do that when I get into discussions irl

nah im probably exaggerating a little

i just know i can be a lot happier and get a gf if i lose my fear or rejection (which, strangely, is completely unfounded) and gain some self-esteem.

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i just know i can be a lot happier and get a gf if i lose my fear or rejection (which, strangely, is completely unfounded) and gain some self-esteem.[/QUOTE]

lol sounds like we're in the same boat

[QUOTE=adb;18060490]wonder what it'd be like if I saw a psychiatrist, I would just argue with them for hours and get them pissed cause I tend to do that when I get into discussions irl[/QUOTE]

thats what i was like until about three years when i started seeing this therapist, we really hit it off and he helped me out a lot, my problem was before is i was forced to see therapists who i didnt make a connection with, you cant force a connection and if you dont have a connection its just a waste of time

[QUOTE=Jaundice;18060487]Sounds pretty ****ed up I always assumed you were some sort of alpha male

i'm just considering seeing a psychiatrist cuz of these damned shaking fits[/QUOTE]

panic attacks or seizures?

im epileptic AND i have panic attacks, it blows so much dick :/

i need to go to my doctor and get my xanny scrip renewed.

[QUOTE=EightMilesHigh;18060501]thats what i was like until about three years when i started seeing this therapist, we really hit it off and he helped me out a lot, my problem was before is i was forced to see therapists who i didnt make a connection with, you cant force a connection and if you dont have a connection its just a waste of time[/QUOTE]

Yeah exactly.

My parents always made me go and I'd just spout off stereotypical problems every 15-year-old goes through until the hour was up. Now that I actually want to improve some things, I'm actually looking forward to my appointments.

I'm thinking of getting anti-depressants to see if I notice anything, but I'm still not sure.

i've seen psychiatrists on and off my whole life, been through like six or seven at least . i've never actually talked to them about myself or asked their help with anything, i just sat there and killed time for an hour because my parents were forcing me to

for some reason tho i think it'd be insanely satisfying one time just to go to a psychiatrist and lay out my entire life story in graphic detail for them to critique .
[QUOTE]
panic attacks or seizures?

im epileptic AND i have panic attacks, it blows so much dick :/

i need to go to my doctor and get my xanny scrip renewed.[/QUOTE]rather mild but extremely regular panic attacks. pacing around with my heart racing thinking i'm about to lose my sanity kind of crap.

I think I have the self-esteem now, bottom line is to act completely generic irl and people will think you're cool and you'll fit in better.

I don't have a fear of rejection I just don't think I'll get emotionally attached to someone for the rest of my life

[QUOTE]for some reason tho i think it'd be insanely satisfying one time just to go to a psychiatrist and lay out my entire life story in graphic detail for them to critique .[/QUOTE]

do it

I was going to get a psychiatrist and then I was like **** THAT I'M AWESOME. BONER TIME.

[QUOTE]for some reason tho i think it'd be insanely satisfying one time just to go to a psychiatrist and lay out my entire life story in graphic detail for them to critique .[/QUOTE]

I'd love to sit in on that session.

lol @ aaron

I'm gonna try to get adderal to help me with studying, because I was prescribed it in 8th grade, and my parents never let me take it, but it REALLY helps, and I hate uppers, so I'd only use it when I need to read something or write something for school, nah mean?

aaron you shut your whore-y mouth.

You love my mouf.

I know psychiatrists have seen and heard everything so they're hardened and all but idk i have this suspicion that if i laid the entire 100% on the table in one session i might actually make their jaw drop or atleast widen their eyes once or twice and at the worst make them break confidentiality