took some xanax feeling pretty anti-anxiety

when I scroll past sam's post his avatar remind me of one that stupid cunt majesty or whatever her name was once had

sydney's pretty cool

[QUOTE=christsimpson;18902084]when I scroll past sam's post his avatar remind me of one that stupid cunt majesty or whatever her name was once had[/QUOTE]

dude that's Proto Man

as you bros konw, my gf and i split up

we said we wouldnt talk to each other for a week, then we would call and see how its going

and on the 16th we'd go see the liars show in chicago that we'd planned on

so i get on facebook today and notice that her name has been taken off of my profile under "in a relationship with" so i searched her name and nothing popped up. so i went to our message thread and her name was there, but it was black, so no link to her prof and no pic either. from this i surmise that she unfriended and then blocked me. which is a shitty thing to do, especially considering that right now im detoxing from cigs and vicodin.

im really trying hard not to let this bother me but it obv is why else would i be posting about it


fuuuck its just such a shitty move even tho id never get back together with her in a million years and im glad that were broken up its just a really bitch move. its like there goes the whole "remaining friends thing" im reading this move as basically "i dont want anything more to do with you ever"


if shes a real fucking loser and is just trying to make me feel anxious shes probably lurking these fucking boards watching what im saying about her

dude so many fucking times she said "omg youre on the forum again lets go blah blah blah something gay that i dont wanna fucking do like go downtown and window shop and be inspired by the displays."

[QUOTE=kitsch;18902103]as you bros konw, my gf and i split up

we said we wouldnt talk to each other for a week, then we would call and see how its going

and on the 16th we'd go see the liars show in chicago that we'd planned on

so i get on facebook today and notice that her name has been taken off of my profile under "in a relationship with" so i searched her name and nothing popped up. so i went to our message thread and her name was there, but it was black, so no link to her prof and no pic either. from this i surmise that she unfriended and then blocked me. which is a shitty thing to do, especially considering that right now im detoxing from cigs and vicodin.

im really trying hard not to let this bother me but it obv is why else would i be posting about it


fuuuck its just such a shitty move even tho id never get back together with her in a million years and im glad that were broken up its just a really bitch move. its like there goes the whole "remaining friends thing" im reading this move as basically "i dont want anything more to do with you ever"


if shes a real fucking loser and is just trying to make me feel anxious shes probably lurking these fucking boards watching what im saying about her

dude so many fucking times she said "omg youre on the forum again lets go blah blah blah something gay that i dont wanna fucking do like go downtown and window shop and be inspired by the displays."[/QUOTE]
[I]The rose's thorns are sharp, my son [/I]

she sounds like a dumb bitch dude

wait, did she live with you?

my ex i used to lived with always complained that all i wanted to do was play games and do drugs. she always wanted to go to Joann's fabrics to buy sewing materials that shit was gay.

among other shitty things my ex called my mom a dyke

that was pretty cool

what theeeee

[QUOTE=illmitch;18902115]among other shitty things my ex called my mom a dyke

that was pretty cool[/QUOTE]

the fuck?

my ex told my dad i need to see a psychiatrist because i have 'severe psychological issues."

i told her if she ever told my dad about my drug use i would tell her parents about the time she took xanax and smoked crack

:lol:

Such that things worked out that way Kitsch, girls man.

So glad I have a chill girlfriend.

[QUOTE=witchxrapist;18902110]she sounds like a dumb bitch dude[/QUOTE]

yeah it sure does

[QUOTE=Mr. Ron;18902111]wait, did she live with you?[/QUOTE]
not formally but we spent all of our time together either at her house or at mine. we each had clothes at each others places, toothbrushes, she kept tampax and all kinds of toiletry stuff in my bathroom. we'd split the bill on groceries a lot and spend weeks at a time at each other's places.


[QUOTE=blockhead;18902112]my ex i used to lived with always complained that all i wanted to do was play games and do drugs. she always wanted to go to Joann's fabrics to buy sewing materials that shit was gay.[/QUOTE]

dude sounds like we were dating similar chicks


[QUOTE=illmitch;18902115]among other shitty things my ex called my mom a dyke

that was pretty cool[/QUOTE]

my ex told my mom that i did heroin, methamphetamine, methadone, suboxone, spice, pot, adderall and also told her that i was supplementing my perscribed vicodin with illicit vicodin in order to sustain my addiction


[QUOTE=Angmar;18902169]Such that things worked out that way Kitsch, girls man.

So glad I have a chill girlfriend.[/QUOTE]

i appreciate the commiseration, steve, i think? im joe

also i thought i had a chill gf

well actually thats a lie i knew she was batshit crazy but the sex was too good to leave

now im in a fucked up situation and as much as i want to blame her i know that its my fault for hiding things and lying to both her and my parents

im basically holed up at my friends house that lives 40 miles away from my ex and my parents detoxing before i even try to work problems out with either of them. im probably just going to never talk to my ex unless she initiates the conversation

but im at the 48 hour mark since my last dose of vicodin, and from what ive read that should be the peak. ive had diherrea like a bitch today, prob sat on the toilet 20 times. had my mouth salivate really hard like i was gonna puke several times but i never did. had some pretty bad stomach cramps in the afternoon. but all in all its a lot less intense than i expected and i was able to procure some klonopin and xanax so its been relatively smooth sailing.

opiate withdrawals are weird (this is my first major opiate w/d, i had a couple others but that was only from constant use for a month or two, which was basically just feeling fatigued.) ive been on it for over a year and i haven't had a "craving" for vicodin or any opiate. nicotine detox is so different. i get cravings that are basically screaming in my head "SMOOOOKKKEE"

i just find it odd that i havent experienced any craving like that

and sam, i know my habit doesnt have shit on yours amount wise, but the amount of time that i sustained it is significant, probably 16 - 18 months of daily uninterrupted use every 4 - 5 hours

Yeah that's your name, I knew I knew it haha. And it was genuine commiseration, I just suck at expressing those types of things well.

sup bros

[QUOTE=Angmar;18902187]Yeah that's your name, I knew I knew it haha. And it was genuine commiseration, I just suck at expressing those types of things well.[/QUOTE]

nah dude i think that you misread that as sarcasm, i didn't think you weren't being sincere

i was just trying to be like hey good to meet ya kind of thing because we've only ever directly talked to each other a couple times, i think about adb being a douche and drone music


justin, if you would like to know sup wit me look up two posts :p

sup with u

watching family guy and chilling

sucks about your bitch ex gf, bro

you should come to lanc and we can go trollin' for brown chicks who are into anal sex

[QUOTE=Juddybear;18902199]watching family guy and chilling

sucks about your bitch ex gf, bro

you should come to lanc and we can go trollin' for brown chicks who are into anal sex[/QUOTE]

nm xaned out actin a fool. stupidly took 3 bars at once when i haven't done them in forever lol

damn, that's like, 6 mgs right?

[QUOTE=Juddybear;18902199]watching family guy and chilling

sucks about your bitch ex gf, bro

you should come to lanc and we can go trollin' for brown chicks who are into anal sex[/QUOTE]

if i had the money id be there

would be fun, bro

lelz

[QUOTE=Juddybear;18902208]damn, that's like, 6 mgs right?[/QUOTE]

haha yeah man. i used to be able to take ten bars without it being a prob but i'm pretty fucked up. then since i was on retard xanax train of thought i took 80mg of hydrocodone too haha. p damn fu
n

ugh, women

come right out of the closet why dont cha

mebbe i wil jus 2 sho u i dnt care

get a livejournal kitsch.

just installed spotify on my phone need to figure out how to use it

yeah it only just got approved for use in australia

just installed nobody gives a fuck on my phone

drinkin a duck rabbit milk stout

these are bomb

Gonna make spaghetti with vodka sauce and veal meat balls, sure to be an epic dinner.

ugh I have terrible BK shits

[QUOTE=Angmar;18902269]Gonna make spaghetti with vodka sauce and veal meat balls, sure to be an epic dinner.[/QUOTE]

that sounds amazing. i had a shitty pizza and pbr for dinner
yay

homemade vodka sauce?

i had a wawa hoagie for dinner. so glad i live near one again

drinking a mudslide mocha at the coffee shop

turns out the only drug the florida zombie guy was on was MARIJUANA

[url]http://miami.cbslocal.com/2012/06/27/medical-examiner-causeway-cannibal-not-high-on-bath-salts/[/url]

i was in miami high as fuck like 2 weeks before that happend

[QUOTE=publicastration;18902278]homemade vodka sauce?
[/QUOTE]


Nah just store bought, I always get store bought ones and doctor them up with some extra spices and veggies though.