Who exactly is this guy?

haha Jom rules at mockery

My psycho man from hell.

Whatever, man - I remember you saying that you wanted something definitive to happen to either cement it or end it, and you got it.

Now you just have to run with it.

[quote=Fire Whispers]haha Jom rules at mockery[/quote]

Oh fo' sho.

He just hasn't impressed me as a human being... and with the way things are now, I don't think he will ever do so.

Hopefully this will end it. Hopefully.

I used to type with tons of ellipses.

It annoyed even myself :p

Now I just start new lines a lot.

I mean like what's his username?

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Yeah.

Sometimes I do it too.

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EDIT: to Strongbad. blatherskite.

so i was talking to her for an hour and a half on the phone or so. its cool - she explained how they were from months. I never looked at them but ya know, i was just thinking god if she was doing me over id just say **** it. she was telling me how if she heard i was with a girl that shed prolly jus puke or something. It was stupid of me to think real deep into it - i love her, shouldnt of thought it because i do trust her.
now im just excited abotu her coming next week.

gonna take her out the cliffs and lie on the ledge of a cliff for a day, cant wait to see her :(

miss her

[QUOTE=~grif~]so i was talking to her for an hour and a half on the phone or so. its cool - she explained how they were from months. I never looked at them but ya know, i was just thinking god if she was doing me over id just say **** it. she was telling me how if she heard i was with a girl that shed prolly jus puke or something. It was stupid of me to think real deep into it - i love her, shouldnt of thought it because i do trust her.
now im just excited abotu her coming next week.

gonna take her out the cliffs and lie on the ledge of a cliff for a day, cant wait to see her :(

miss her[/QUOTE]

So you really miss her eh? Have a good time when you see her. Try not to be so paranoind, though I am the same way. Almost effed up real bad last friday. Long story...

Evening thread.:wave:

im never paronoid - i suppose i just miss her so much.

There's close to nothing that sucks more than being far, far away from the person you love. :(

I'm extremely paranoid about everything.

I mean everything.

And it's not that you distrust your person, it's that you distrust everyone around them. Amirite?

Hey Jay. Its destined_for


hows life?

[QUOTE=JohnnyT]Hey Jay. Its destined_for


hows life?[/QUOTE]

Hey man hows it going?

Im ok. Been sooooo busy latley I cant even stop to breathe. I'm in a new relationship in case you didnt know. Like I said, I almost effed up friday... Just trying to make it 1 more week till spring break.

EDIT: and I am kinda pissed off now cuz I was gonna buy Deep Purple tix but they cancelled the show. :(

[QUOTE=pohl_56]Hey man hows it going?

Im ok. Been sooooo busy latley I cant even stop to breathe. I'm in a new relationship in case you didnt know. Like I said, I almost effed up friday... Just trying to make it 1 more week till spring break.[/QUOTE]


Im alright i guess. Well thats cool dude. How did u eff up friday? or is it in posts above me?

[QUOTE=JohnnyT]Im alright i guess. Well thats cool dude. How did u eff up friday? or is it in posts above me?[/QUOTE]

Its not above.

It all started that say at school and we were just talking and my friend came up and said somehting along the lines of "Have ya told her yet?" and my gf thought i was gonna dump her. It was actually something about something i cant rememebr but was off topic.

So we didnt get a chance to talk about that until later. Then there was this dance that night and I went reluctantly and she found out i really didnt wanna be there. She was kinda mad at me for that.

She showed up with one of her best friends who happens to really like her and happens to not like me so much anymore. Well that kinda made me paranoid and everyone started to talk and thought we were gonna break up. I jsut wanted to think but they thought i was all depressed and stuff...

Eventually we sat down and talked it out and came to the conclusion that we were both kinda paranoid. All in all, it got seeled with a kiss and an apology and everything is fine now.

But yea. that was friday and I jsut want it to be tomorrow cuz I have a lot of stuff I wanna say to her and I am gonna try to finish up this song I wrote for her. All is well though.

damnit, its just hitting me today

so for the past 4 months or so my best friend david has been hearing a buzzing noise in his ear. Like 2 months ago the doctors said it maybe a small chance of a brain tumor or something just as serious. Well they asked him to come in later and just a week ago he got an MRI. I'm not sure what that means but i hear that that could mean something is up. He hasn't gotten the results back yet though..

its just hitting me now and i broke down crying when i was driving my friend angela home while we were listening to Lazarus (one of davids favorite songs and mine too) at the part:

My David don't you worry
This cold world is not for you
So rest your head upon me
I have strength to carry you

:( i really hope im just over exaggarating this

sorry to hear that thunder :( - i wish you the best of luck i soppose. i dont know what id do if i lost a best m8. keep strong, be with him. hope for the best.


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[QUOTE=~grif~]sorry to hear that thunder :( - i wish you the best of luck i soppose. i dont know what id do if i lost a best m8. keep strong, be with him. hope for the best.


-[/QUOTE]

yeah, i really am hoping that it will all turn out for the better, thank you so much though

he is the most amazing musician i have ever met, he also is the coolest deepest guy i know. He isn't popular but he doesn't care to be, and i really do look up to him on everything

sorry for the rambling but yeeeah iii dont know

[QUOTE=thunderzstruck]damnit, its just hitting me today

so for the past 4 months or so my best friend david has been hearing a buzzing noise in his ear. Like 2 months ago the doctors said it maybe a small chance of a brain tumor or something just as serious. Well they asked him to come in later and just a week ago he got an MRI. I'm not sure what that means but i hear that that could mean something is up. He hasn't gotten the results back yet though..

its just hitting me now and i broke down crying when i was driving my friend angela home while we were listening to Lazarus (one of davids favorite songs and mine too) at the part:

My David don't you worry
This cold world is not for you
So rest your head upon me
I have strength to carry you

:( i really hope im just over exaggarating this[/QUOTE]

An MRI means they're looking for abnormal brainwave activity, magnetics stuff.

/dad does MRI

ooook welll i hope that it isnt a big deal if someone gets an MRI then or somethin

Nah, the Redskins players used to come in for routine injuries all the time, but then they started to brek the machines because they couldn't fit or something, so they don't come in anymore. My dad got lots of autographs though, including Brad Johnson and Stephen Davis..

/off topic

He should be fine, if it was a brain tumor, they would know after the MRI.

[QUOTE=thunderzstruck]yeah, i really am hoping that it will all turn out for the better, thank you so much though

he is the most amazing musician i have ever met, he also is the coolest deepest guy i know. He isn't popular but he doesn't care to be, and i really do look up to him on everything

sorry for the rambling but yeeeah iii dont know[/QUOTE]

I cant imagine what it would be like to be going through something like that.

Stay strong man! L&R is behind ya. You can rant anytime.

[QUOTE=Junooni]
He should be fine, if it was a brain tumor, they would know after the MRI.[/QUOTE]

ok, good thanks :)

Most of you guys need to stop apologizing for telling everyone what's going on in your lives. What's the point in coming here if you're not going to tell stories or tells us all that's good and/or bad in your life?

Everyone here is tight like dreadlocks, so stop feeling bad that you're showing people your weaker moments and/or your stronger moments.

Come on, guys, heh.

Anyways, as for your friend, thunderzstruck: hopefully it's nothing serious. But no, you're not over-reacting. You're just doing what friends do: care about his health.

That's what friends do... they care about each other.

If you're religious, pray. If you're not religious, then there's no shame in just hoping for the best.

[QUOTE=Jom]
Anyways, as for your friend, thunderzstruck: hopefully it's nothing serious. But no, you're not over-reacting. You're just doing what friends do: care about his health.

That's what friends do... they care about each other.

If you're religious, pray. If you're not religious, then there's no shame in just hoping for the best.[/QUOTE]

im not very religous but i have found myself praying over this, i guess sometimes i just have a hard time showing people (even over the internet) my weaker sides or somethin... but thank you

Dang, now I want to find that autograph book.

I missed a great chance today. Fatima (the girl I'm gonna talk to, like, discussion talk, on friday) was at the library today, and I didn't even know. I'd gotten there around 12 to do a take home test with some friends, and I saw one of Fatima's friends, smiled, and got a ride to Starbucks with a friend.

When I got back, two more of Fatima's friends were there too, and my stupid arse didn't realize that she would probably show up soon, and went to the study room that's closed off from the rest of the library and hung out there til 3, when I realized, HOLY CRAP, she's prolly here, but it was too late. They'd all left.

/I suck at this.

[QUOTE=anarchist/prostitute]my girlfriend and I of nearly 3 years have been having problems for a while now. There have been problems between her and my family from day one and that bothers me a lot. I also see that she's made a little attempt to gain a better relationship with my family... but the damage has been done I guess.. well anyway we have problems and we seemingly fight about something at least once a week. I find myself very attracted to someone in one of my classes. I would never cheat on my girlfriend because thats not me... but my girlfriend and I always talk about fixing things... and sometimes things are fine for a little while.. but we always fall back into the same pattern. I feel so lost I don't know what to think about all this. It's just that everything feels so out of my control I don't know what to do. I love my girlfriend a lot, it's just that things get so bad sometimes and she says she loves me more than anything and that she wants to get married one day to me... but things get so bad.... ughh i dunno anyone have any advice they can lend me? I'm so stressed about everything in my life, school, work, money, family, girlfriend... etc. I feel like I'm going to have a heart attack before I'm 25 :([/QUOTE]

Okay I'm [B]Anarchist/Prostitute... different name - different computer[/B]: We fought again about nothing... then we had a pretty big talk. I told her basically everything was making me sick and that I wouldn't have it anymore. I said her behavior with all her over reactions and her short fuse temper was just too much for me to handle... she seemed surprised... as if she had absolutely no idea I felt that way :rolleyes: anyway we agreed for the umteenth time to make things work better then they have been.......

2 days later: she pulls the same ****; finding any excuse to treat me like **** because of 'stress' and whatnot. Well **** hit the fan again so I initiated a break up.. actually I dumped the bitch pretty straight up and she's not taking things too well at all. she thinks I haven't given her enough time for change... I said I've waited 2 years for that and I have no patience left in me for this crap. Maybe I should have slept somewhere else last night.. I just crashed out on the couch.

As for me I'm completely lost. I don't know what to do now. I don't know if I should go through with the decision I made and do this or break down and give her an another chance to change if she tries hard enough to get me to let her.

Another thing that makes this so damn hard is we moved out of state together when i decided to go to college out here.. so if we do break up.. it involves her packing up and leaving her stuff here temporarily while flying back home and leaving me with 4 more months of rent to take care of before the lease is up. I know this because she hates it out here so I know already that she wouldn't just stay here.

the only positive there is right now is that for the rest of the week I'm on spring break so I don't have be around that girl I've been attracted to. Chances are I like her so much because of everything she seems to be and what I know [I]my[/I] girlfriend isn't... so it's best to avoid that right now... okay I had to get all that off my chest.