did you really think it would end
this way, or some other perhaps?
even though its not what we had foreseen
i guess our ingenuity counts for something

please
don't
pleas
won't

please tell me it's all ok
don't leave me treading water
please tell me it'll be fine
i won't take no for an answer


time
passes
no
onions

I think it's time for tequila and lime
everclear from a spout, toddcotham passes out
no more liquer for me, oh dude I have to pee
did I eat onions lunch, care for a donkey punch?

I'm
a
hardcore
gangster

i'm finding something of this sort unusually unbelieveable
its been forever since something of this nature surfaced
hardcore straightedge crew brotha nigga G
how many pseudo-gangsters walk your streets?

sometimes
you
am
macabre

sometimes i sink so fast
you don't have time to go tell barbara
i am sure this soundtrack isn't real
they are playing the [I]Danse Macabré[/I]


nose
ostrich
constipation
shortage

I scratch my head and breathe in through my nose
Is that an ostrich i smell...?
Constipation has gotten the best of me.
I have a little shortage on the push

My
Computer
Sucks
A**

my brain aches
computer implants it takes
but it still sucks
the advancement of technology; what an a**

write
clear
fade
green

I write how i feel
I express it clear
Fade to glory
Green eyes took over...

Chatroom
Band
Singer
Joinin

knock knock-whos there-chatroom-chatroom wh...
<some_really_stupid_screen_name> lets start an e-band!!!:-)
<some_other_stupid_screen_name> oh! oh! ill be the singer
<some_stupid_er_screen_name> i play drums, can i joinin?

is
this
even
poetry

Everythin is done
this isn't very fun
Not even a thanks
Poetry is for skanks

^invalid

is it wrong of me to consider things this way?
this metamorphic corpse should stay the same
even though its human nature for such trivialities to stay
poetry is the other name

worlds
are
exposed
again

Blinded by the light of my different worlds
Are my words ever true
I have exposed my lies to you
Live with the pain to do this again

Suffering
felt
for
death

i laugh at my own suffering
i've never felt any better
i would die for art to live
my death would be my masterpiece


falling
slipping
breathing
boss

why am i ever falling,
slipping underneath,
breathing is for all i live,
the boss of my whole life

destroy
friends
and
family

MUST DESTROY
go tell your friends
JUMP AND DIE
you can take your family

feeling
fish
is
sexual

this glass lifestyle is much too easy - to destroy
friends gawk, trivialities flock, as the war machine goes on
and i, i gape amidst, amidst the monstrous beauty
of the amazingly beautiful nuclear family i've got

breast
slay
for
pray

Her breast were fillin the air
I shall slay and take them away
For now the time has come
Maybe you should try to pray...

This
Roads
Night
Goodnight

This might be our end
traveling the dark road
in the dead of night
goodnight is what i say to you

Many
First
Reply
Find

Many unattracted words, ( This is )
First time ill ask for your sympathy
Write back with your reply
You know where to find me

Game
Same
Name
Insane..

life is all a game
the days remain the same
i don't know my name
i'm going insane

(hehe easy way out :cool: )

the
wake
of
aftermath

The immature words you direct at me
Cause an upsetting wake from my dreams
You're a child of masochistic pain
The aftermath when your eyes start to rain

Disgorge
Sensual
Suicide
Deplorable

disgorge your inner fears
in sensual rituals
a suicide of inward hate
this is deplorable

waste
of
precious
time

i'm a waste of arteries
and i have a fear of sunshine
i wish i was a precious stone
i could spend my time underground


deer
lock
monastry
uncle

Now i stand like a deer in headlights
you throw away the key for my lock
Now i'm stuck in this monastery
waiting for Uncle Sam to open the door

apathy
sanctuary
malignant
seperated

sick of feeling apathy
searching for my sanctuary
my heart is malignant
seperated from my unhealthy mind


hundreds
of
beautiful
villas

send the hundreds in to battle
believe in the mass of inferior soldiers
shout commands to the beautiful masses
send them to throw down the villas

crawl
back
so
quickly

your fate crawls off my flesh
back to your hole where it belongs
so i may be in control again,
quickly take my place again

first
fallen
last
hail

the first leaf of autumn
has fallen
we are close to the last breath
all we can wait for is the hail


sex
drugs
rock
roll

so now everything is about sex
we're all doing some sort of drug
but still lives on the rock
still lives on the roll

it
hurts
me
thinking

(sorry that was so horrible)

it can never be the way you wanted
This hurts me jsut to say
those things between you and me
im thinknig were just jsut feelings kept at bay



Further
Seems
forever
again

Closer, yet really just further away
It seems to me that you're missin the point
Forever is never ending
You'll just keep runnin, over and again

Julia
Heart
Empty/ness
Destroyed

Julia was a girl
born without a heart
all she felt was emptyness
she could never be destroyed


i
can't
get
this

Why am I the weakest link?
I can't believe that you still stand
I must get free, I can't watch you end us
But this is...Oh, I see...we were meant to fail

God
save
the
spleen

God isn't even a figure in our mind
save us? only a fleeting dream
shout the curses
give your unborn son an arrow to the spleen

not
what
it
seems

not the door silly!
what are you thinking?
that window over there, see it?
that door is not what it seems.

zippitycrack
lens
urethra
case

Mangled words spilled out like "ZIPPITYCRACK!"
They were later analyised under a microscope lens
Our love is like a line from a urethra
In this case I think we've had a slight discharge

Whore
Slut
Bitch
Ho

i feel a slap as i am labeled a whore
another crack on the back as the words slut spill out
i know the itch to call me a bitch
but please never call me a ho

running
away
with
me

running is my hobby
farther and farther away i go
with a hole in the ground i trip
woe unto me

fuc k
sh it
piss
love

fuc k it all
i sh it on your face
piss leaks from my eyes
as i scream that i love you

blackened
is
the
end

Blackened is always surrounding
This is what i was set up for
Black Sublte thoughts is the
Ill re-write the end

Diein
To
Tell
you