i've listened to three track of disc 1 and i cried three times and it might be dumb to pretend that means anything but i'm just blown away by the way she emphasizes notes, it's absolutely unreal. her intuition for melody/music/whatever is godly. it's a perfect focus on creating sound. there's no thought about how it might turn out, how people will react to it. it's a certain fearlessness. it's like she's a servant to sound and she offers her full existence to it. that's as good as i can describe it. some things need to be experienced.