nocuffin
liver cirrhoded, mind eroded
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Last Active 09-16-17 8:32 pm
Joined 05-07-17

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09.23.17 trynna get my 2k17 blackout-rave mix to 09.20.17 sach's guide to dxc (for hal)
09.19.17 trap/drill-17 09.17.17 young thug ranked
09.15.17 noise in this year of our lord 09.13.17 almost died//sach slams (again)
09.05.17 come over09.04.17 JLIAT's (more popular drones) ranked
09.01.17 romantic frustrations/inspired by wine(08.23.17 sach's diary of singles
08.18.17 sach's spicy slam stash as of 18/8/17 207.29.17 idk why i'm doing this tbh
07.17.17 going back07.11.17 gip capo//hb me//sach manifesto
07.06.17 the new wave 07.05.17 sach17 + turnin 20 in a week
05.15.17 hi, it's sach05.13.17 chief keef ranked (loosely) pt. 2
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almost died//sach slams (again)

https://imgur.com/a/Il4XK I tried 🙌 i really did 😒....... But Now I'm Back On My Shit 😤💯
1devouring humanity
eradication of living human shit


so yeah, for those of you that didn't know//realise already, i'm clinically depressed and have been taking fluoxetine (a.k.a. prozac) to help my slow ascent out of this hole
2hymenotomy
some necrophiles having sex...


but then last week (exactly a week ago today funnily enough) i found out i was getting evicted from my uni accommodation because i could/can no longer afford the $350/week bill
3postcoital ulceration
continuation of defective existence after multiple


so i decided on sunday night i'd throw a going away party of sorts and get real fucked up
4traumatomy
transcendental evisceration of necrogenetic beasts


so, alongside my prescribed fluoxetine, i dropped 3 150ug tabs of acid, 4 2mg bars of xanax and drank somewhere between 12-15 beers plus a bottle of vodka (hence the photo)
5rex (usa)
possession


somehow i made it to the hospital and passed the mental evaluation (well, at least they said it was an "episode" rather than serious mental illness, so i managed to avoid being involuntarily committed)
6crepitation
the violence of the slams


at some point, i passed out and stopped breathing (which they call code blue-ing)
7medic vomiting pus
thoracoabdominal viscerectomy


they managed to revive me and decided to discharge me with my mum (all of this i remember second-hand)
8blasphtized
demo 2008


after a few hours and i'm unresponsive again
9lectularius
lectularius


the second time i passed out, while i was on the gurney, my mum spotted a plastic bag in my pocket, and being naive as she is, she decided to grab and reveal the 6 leftover xanax and 6 caps of md i had on my person
10digested flesh
congregation of flesh


thankfully the meds, by virtue of their sympathy or naivety, decided against turning them in and instead chose just to confiscate them
11urethral defecation
high human feelings


woke up approx 24 hours ago after spending the best part of a day and a half out cold
12delusional parasitosis
ingurgitating intestinal rot


have to spend a month in rehab now, as well as make weekly visits to a psychologist and a drug/alcohol specialist
13embodied torment
liturgy of ritual execution


i'd like to thank both my friends, family and all of the medical officers in saving me from the brink during those stages of near-deadness
14laceration
severing the divine iniquity


taking a break from uni while i try to get my mind/finances back in order so at the moment i'm looking for good ways to keep myself busy
15rest in gore
culinary buffet of hacked innards


hence why i have come to y'all: i need ideas
16emmure
look at yourself


i was thinking about maybe rebooting the zine idea, but making it a bit less formal and more of a blog-like thing since that will give me a chance to combine my love of music and writing
17we are the end
skies most wanted goodbyes


otherwise, in the longer term, i was thinking about getting back into boxing and rugby (since that'll motivate me to get sw0le again)
18acranius
reign of terror


pls help me with ideas. if there was ever a time i needed help, it's now.
19fetal disgorge
mass female degradation


as a side note, thanks for everything and sorry for being so bad over the years. love y'all.
20myocardial infarction
revitalization of the perniciousness


thank you for listening
21organ tapes
unfinished / lil deth


rest of this list is non-slam digs : )
22fredo santana
fredo kruger 2


high off gunpowder soty contender
23taylor deupree, marcus fisher, tomoyoshi date, simon scott a
between


stasis; heart rate
24uli k
goodbye goodnight


formlessness; darkness; bleeding
25dead body love
10 luglio 1976


hatred of self; drug abuse; coma-states
26phyllomedusa
the pink belly


gorenoise conclusion
27ryoko akama and bruno duplant
immobilite


in the field; working
28a.z.a.b.
intrinsic deathmass of zionicidal ruination


hate
29kryst
kryst


rhythmic thump; thrombotic rump
p.s. https://soundcloud.com/anmlhlcst/slav-4-you
30miasmatha
demo 2015


blaq noiz; fashion statements; death bed
31blurred boy
reward


astringent; triple sec; stomp
32gorlen
summer tape


ethereal; distant; senseless
33xinlisupreme
murder license


veils; curtains; masks
34bodysnatcher
abandonment


reckless; remorseless; brainless
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