Something I Should See

[MassacreDrummer]

Hey everybody, had kind of a weird day, came home and wrote down these lyrics because everything was coming out pessimistic in my head.

Just wanted some suggestion and opinions...


-Something I should See-
I don’t know how to explain, the way I feel when I hear your name.
It’s like a rush of certain sadness, instantly thrashed into madness.

What would I do, What could I lose
What can be said if I, watched you go
Who would I be, Who could I see
Who’d care for me if I, let you know.

You’re perfect for me,
But I’m not so great to you.
You love to see me
But I love it when you lose
There’s not a thing, not a thing I can remember.
Only one thing, I just wish I was wrong but…

It doesn’t ever seem to be, that I should love my life and that you’re here for me.
It seems that all I ever do, is sit in my room and see life without you.
But I have no reason why, why I think this way,
And I can’t seem to realize

You’re perfect for me but I’m
Not so great to you.
You love to see me
And I love it without you.
…
So much I want to say,
Who cares just what I do
So much I need to say
I just get my head into you
Into you
Into you
I just, can’t, get, my, head into you
…
Only when you’re gone, I feel so at loss
I feel like I, seems just like I, never won
Stabbing pain and ridicule haunt me night and day,
Only when you’re gone do I figure it out and say
You’re perfect for me,
But I’m not so great to you.
You love to see me,
But I’d hate not having you.

Open to suggestions, positive or negative....