[feedthegods666]

**if no one noticed the "awesome" in the title was sarcasm**

Staring at this knife, i wonder if i should take my life
tonight, with a slice i could dice my veins
and this glock would be a shock to my brains
staring at this trigger i figure i can survive death
if i sell my soul even though i havent died yet
evereone here knows me, the diseased MC
on dope with a second hand smoke degree
now theres nothing else that we can do
except beat each other black and blue
drill you into the floor like a cheap screw
i tried to get high on five different attempts
thought i got pot or weed, it was just hemp
You can tell im still ill, when im swallowin advil
and seraquel like M & M's
when will this end, im in a straightjacket again
i remember this when i was ten
im actin whack, talkin back
swallowin prozac like i lost my heart and i want it back
please just stab me with a needle
there are too many people
ill burn an upside down cross into the side of a steeple
i run into a stick fight with a machine gun
and blast caps until my team won
if you cant tell ive turned into the mean one
if you'd just have held your tongues
i wouldnt have to had spit this one