PuddleOfEmotion
07-19-2005, 02:46 AM
Inside My Head.
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I'm trapped inside and endless lie;
a life of trying to buy some time.
Can't get out I'm too far in;
procrastination, deadly sin.
On tangled strings attached I fall;
if I had the knife I'd cut them all.
There's two sides when you see my life;
one seems wrong, the other right.
The choice is easy but I've made it hard;
I grasp and reach, the truth is far.
When I get there I'll be forever true,
but right now theres nothing I can do.
Wish you'd accept my other side;
but you can't and I understand why.
And if I could start from scratch I would,
I'd take back all the pain I've put.
My pride dies as my thoughts unwind,
as I lay here still and hope to find,
a way to change deceitful ways,
to go back to those better days.
When problems just faded away,
when candy took away the pain.
Now my days just ain't the same,
lifes innocence sees slow decay.
I'd take away the stress I've caused;
I'm empty now, your trust I've lost.
But I can't go back, I must accept;
from this day on until my death,
I'll work to regain your respect,
your trust and love, how much it meant.
You'll never know it's hard to show,
emotions hide inside my soul.
My pride dies as my thoughts unwind,
as I lay here still and hope to find,
a way to change deceitful ways,
to go back to those better days.
When problems just faded away,
when candy took away the pain.
Now my days just ain't the same,
lifes innocence sees slow decay.
As I think of what you've given me,
I cry inside, I watch you grieve.
The tears build up inside my eyes,
I fight to keep them all disguised.
The lies I tell become my life;
I tripped and fell I start to slide.
And everythings downhill from here,
far from the start, theres no end near.
My pride dies as my thoughts unwind,
as I lay here still and hope to find,
a way to change deceitful ways,
to go back to those better days.
When problems just faded away,
when candy took away the pain.
Now my days just ain't the same,
lifes innocence sees slow decay.
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I'm trapped inside and endless lie;
a life of trying to buy some time.
Can't get out I'm too far in;
procrastination, deadly sin.
On tangled strings attached I fall;
if I had the knife I'd cut them all.
There's two sides when you see my life;
one seems wrong, the other right.
The choice is easy but I've made it hard;
I grasp and reach, the truth is far.
When I get there I'll be forever true,
but right now theres nothing I can do.
Wish you'd accept my other side;
but you can't and I understand why.
And if I could start from scratch I would,
I'd take back all the pain I've put.
My pride dies as my thoughts unwind,
as I lay here still and hope to find,
a way to change deceitful ways,
to go back to those better days.
When problems just faded away,
when candy took away the pain.
Now my days just ain't the same,
lifes innocence sees slow decay.
I'd take away the stress I've caused;
I'm empty now, your trust I've lost.
But I can't go back, I must accept;
from this day on until my death,
I'll work to regain your respect,
your trust and love, how much it meant.
You'll never know it's hard to show,
emotions hide inside my soul.
My pride dies as my thoughts unwind,
as I lay here still and hope to find,
a way to change deceitful ways,
to go back to those better days.
When problems just faded away,
when candy took away the pain.
Now my days just ain't the same,
lifes innocence sees slow decay.
As I think of what you've given me,
I cry inside, I watch you grieve.
The tears build up inside my eyes,
I fight to keep them all disguised.
The lies I tell become my life;
I tripped and fell I start to slide.
And everythings downhill from here,
far from the start, theres no end near.
My pride dies as my thoughts unwind,
as I lay here still and hope to find,
a way to change deceitful ways,
to go back to those better days.
When problems just faded away,
when candy took away the pain.
Now my days just ain't the same,
lifes innocence sees slow decay.