eviljoker7075
05-26-2005, 11:57 AM
Hey guys. Here are some lyrics that I worte... well they started off as lyrics but kinda developed into a series of poems. They all link togethyer to tell a story but each is different, if you get what I mean. Anyway, it's not quite finished, I still have to add a few poems and complete some that are here, but this is tghe bulk of it:
To you, never forget:
"you only get what you give"...
What will you get when all is said and done?
-Prologue-
Kept awake by the dream
This reality so unreal
I cannot hear the words you say
Nor forget that single day
Grown, but not left the nest
Clinging to the idea, the hope.
The truth hurts
My life: just begining...
---------------
-Day of Dreams-
Talk about a brief encounter!
And I have, so often. Confided in an unlikely ear.
Not sure if you were for real.
People guess at your name. Do I know if they're right?
Your face is all I need. So young. So innocent.
I turn each corner of this increasingly familiar building hoping;
expecting, you to be there,
waiting for me.
But you're not. Why would you be?
You don't know my name, I don't know yours for sure.
Who cares? I'm young. I'm foolish.
You're a stranger. I'm sure, more sure than anything.
I'm too young... perhaps... but I can wait.
Wait to grow up, want you to help me. Wait.
How long for? How long have you got?
You were pure. I couldn't stop staring.
Why did you not notice? Did you not want to?
One day is all I had. I hadn't seen you before.
Where were you before?
Now where are you?
I didn't expect to find you that day.
I didn't expect to find you, ever.
But now I am constantly searching for you
All it took was one look
Am I exagerating, reciting over used clichés
Putting it too romantically?
No.
I am writing this now, 3 years later.
Just a kid, what do I know? Not a kid any longer, thanks to you.
-------------
-Waiting-
2 years two whole years
I could not talk to you
Those unknowing tears
If you knew what I was going through
Perhaps if I had known
Just what you were doing
YOU WERE NOT ALONE
Tell me what you were losing
I didn't want to know
I didn't need to see
It didn't even show
I was still free
So happy in that time
That place was so easy
The feeling was fine
Fleeting moment you glance at me
Now I have courage
Step up eyes shut
As I turn a page
You inflict your first cut
-----------------------
Why should I right poetically what comes so easily to me?
I am with you and I am yours forever.
How can I elaborate on this?
I am the happiest person on the planet. I don't know what to expect.
We don't care about anything.
I don't care about anything.
Who knew that just one little word could bring so much joy.
YES.
How long have I waited for this? Two years and a bit.
We sat next to each other. We talked. I talked - you laughed.
I lost the need for my friends. You were all I needed
or wanted.
I AM IN THE BEST PART OF MY LIFE
YOU ARE EVERYTHING I IMAGINED
THIS IS EVERYTHING TO ME
YOU ARE EVERYTHING TO ME
-----------------------
This chasm that has come between us
To far to bridge
To complex to explain
-----------------------
-Your Song-
The first part of the journey is over
I didn't know where it was heading
You were in control
Like a dog with no owner
Am I going insane
Hitting the ground
Only to bounce back up
and hit it again
I am doing just fine
Wish I was back in the days
When my dreams
Didn't make me cry
All your friends said
You were upset
When you look at me
And I turned my head
But why should I stare
Into those deep blue eyes
That burn through me
Causing pain without a care
How do you cope?
You don't need to
You chose this path
Pulling away my hope
This is not finished
I see you everywhere
My love for you
Still undiminished
How can I go on?
I pick up my pen
And begin to write
Your song
-----------------------
-End of year, end of childhood-
The pages of the book closed tight
My doomsday book
You told me to write your goodbye in it
Instead I read other's notes.
Why did I do that
As soon as I saw his first word
I knew it was a mistake,
DARLING.
Why did we never have such fun
I am capable of it
Just because I respect you and
don't want you to feel degraded or used.
Like me.
Everyone has written in it
Have they all written the same
I don't know
I couldn't finish the first entry.
You know the book
Leavers book
End of school
End of childhood?
When did you lose yours?
Smutty comments
Not your first I know
How many more
You think it's right?
A log of memories
Written by others for you
Your memories
You're my memories.
What else can I say?
-------------
-The Situation-
Love out of neccessity
The pure emotion of
the moment that was
between us is tainted
No life with no
life without
-------------
-The End?-
This is a walk right through
Life and love.
And they are one
And one is you.
To you, never forget:
"you only get what you give"...
What will you get when all is said and done?
-Prologue-
Kept awake by the dream
This reality so unreal
I cannot hear the words you say
Nor forget that single day
Grown, but not left the nest
Clinging to the idea, the hope.
The truth hurts
My life: just begining...
---------------
-Day of Dreams-
Talk about a brief encounter!
And I have, so often. Confided in an unlikely ear.
Not sure if you were for real.
People guess at your name. Do I know if they're right?
Your face is all I need. So young. So innocent.
I turn each corner of this increasingly familiar building hoping;
expecting, you to be there,
waiting for me.
But you're not. Why would you be?
You don't know my name, I don't know yours for sure.
Who cares? I'm young. I'm foolish.
You're a stranger. I'm sure, more sure than anything.
I'm too young... perhaps... but I can wait.
Wait to grow up, want you to help me. Wait.
How long for? How long have you got?
You were pure. I couldn't stop staring.
Why did you not notice? Did you not want to?
One day is all I had. I hadn't seen you before.
Where were you before?
Now where are you?
I didn't expect to find you that day.
I didn't expect to find you, ever.
But now I am constantly searching for you
All it took was one look
Am I exagerating, reciting over used clichés
Putting it too romantically?
No.
I am writing this now, 3 years later.
Just a kid, what do I know? Not a kid any longer, thanks to you.
-------------
-Waiting-
2 years two whole years
I could not talk to you
Those unknowing tears
If you knew what I was going through
Perhaps if I had known
Just what you were doing
YOU WERE NOT ALONE
Tell me what you were losing
I didn't want to know
I didn't need to see
It didn't even show
I was still free
So happy in that time
That place was so easy
The feeling was fine
Fleeting moment you glance at me
Now I have courage
Step up eyes shut
As I turn a page
You inflict your first cut
-----------------------
Why should I right poetically what comes so easily to me?
I am with you and I am yours forever.
How can I elaborate on this?
I am the happiest person on the planet. I don't know what to expect.
We don't care about anything.
I don't care about anything.
Who knew that just one little word could bring so much joy.
YES.
How long have I waited for this? Two years and a bit.
We sat next to each other. We talked. I talked - you laughed.
I lost the need for my friends. You were all I needed
or wanted.
I AM IN THE BEST PART OF MY LIFE
YOU ARE EVERYTHING I IMAGINED
THIS IS EVERYTHING TO ME
YOU ARE EVERYTHING TO ME
-----------------------
This chasm that has come between us
To far to bridge
To complex to explain
-----------------------
-Your Song-
The first part of the journey is over
I didn't know where it was heading
You were in control
Like a dog with no owner
Am I going insane
Hitting the ground
Only to bounce back up
and hit it again
I am doing just fine
Wish I was back in the days
When my dreams
Didn't make me cry
All your friends said
You were upset
When you look at me
And I turned my head
But why should I stare
Into those deep blue eyes
That burn through me
Causing pain without a care
How do you cope?
You don't need to
You chose this path
Pulling away my hope
This is not finished
I see you everywhere
My love for you
Still undiminished
How can I go on?
I pick up my pen
And begin to write
Your song
-----------------------
-End of year, end of childhood-
The pages of the book closed tight
My doomsday book
You told me to write your goodbye in it
Instead I read other's notes.
Why did I do that
As soon as I saw his first word
I knew it was a mistake,
DARLING.
Why did we never have such fun
I am capable of it
Just because I respect you and
don't want you to feel degraded or used.
Like me.
Everyone has written in it
Have they all written the same
I don't know
I couldn't finish the first entry.
You know the book
Leavers book
End of school
End of childhood?
When did you lose yours?
Smutty comments
Not your first I know
How many more
You think it's right?
A log of memories
Written by others for you
Your memories
You're my memories.
What else can I say?
-------------
-The Situation-
Love out of neccessity
The pure emotion of
the moment that was
between us is tainted
No life with no
life without
-------------
-The End?-
This is a walk right through
Life and love.
And they are one
And one is you.