musicjunky
05-10-2005, 06:34 PM
The controlled
Closed my eyes on my life today, afraid of the love I wasn’t aloud to make
afraid to see what was there
Wanted to make my own choice today, but afraid of the **** I would have to take
Afraid of the shame you would bear
You don’t know why I cant love me
You don’t know why I cant be free
Heaven isn’t a place
Where I can roam free
Shut my mind on opinion today, knew it shouldn’t be there
Ignored my thoughts to keep you near
Saw the truth today, wished to hell you would care
Silenced myself because of my fear
You don’t know why I cant love me
You don’t know why I cant be free
Heaven isn’t a place
Where I can roam free
Wont you let me listen to me.
All I want is a place where I can act upon my will,
but your control is keeping me still.
Keeping me still
Keeping me still
Closed my eyes on my life today, afraid of the love I wasn’t aloud to make
afraid to see what was there
Wanted to make my own choice today, but afraid of the **** I would have to take
Afraid of the shame you would bear
You don’t know why I cant love me
You don’t know why I cant be free
Heaven isn’t a place
Where I can roam free
Shut my mind on opinion today, knew it shouldn’t be there
Ignored my thoughts to keep you near
Saw the truth today, wished to hell you would care
Silenced myself because of my fear
You don’t know why I cant love me
You don’t know why I cant be free
Heaven isn’t a place
Where I can roam free
Wont you let me listen to me.
All I want is a place where I can act upon my will,
but your control is keeping me still.
Keeping me still
Keeping me still