Charlie the man
04-25-2005, 01:12 AM
What was the point in waking up this morning
Everything in this life has turned against me
No longer do I feel, no longer can I feel
Anger and depression are all that remains
Inside, I hide away, struggling to make it for tommorow
Every day is the same as yesterday
What am I doing here, what does anything matter
Tell me, what does anything matter anymore
Never ending thoughts of suicide
Living just for dying, the memories remain
And I suffer without a reason why
Everything I possessed in this world
Has gone astray, and I blame you
I've held you high upon my pedestal
Just to watch it all come crashing down on me
And no longer do I feel, no longer can I feel
Now I find myself in this sea of hatred
Hate for myself, save some for you too
Because you took away everything
Raped and left me alone again
In this world so cold and empty inside
Tell me now, what does anything matter anymore
Never ending thoughts of suicide
Living just for dying, the memories remain
And I suffer without a reason why
Everything I possessed in this world
Has gone astray, and I blame you
Every day is the same as yesterday
What am I doing here, what does anything matter
Tell me, what does anything matter anymore
Never ending thoughts of suicide
Living just for dying, the memories remain
And I suffer without a reason why
Everything I possessed in this world
Has gone astray, and I blame you
Never ending thoughts of suicide
Everything in this life has turned against me
No longer do I feel, no longer can I feel
Anger and depression are all that remains
Inside, I hide away, struggling to make it for tommorow
Every day is the same as yesterday
What am I doing here, what does anything matter
Tell me, what does anything matter anymore
Never ending thoughts of suicide
Living just for dying, the memories remain
And I suffer without a reason why
Everything I possessed in this world
Has gone astray, and I blame you
I've held you high upon my pedestal
Just to watch it all come crashing down on me
And no longer do I feel, no longer can I feel
Now I find myself in this sea of hatred
Hate for myself, save some for you too
Because you took away everything
Raped and left me alone again
In this world so cold and empty inside
Tell me now, what does anything matter anymore
Never ending thoughts of suicide
Living just for dying, the memories remain
And I suffer without a reason why
Everything I possessed in this world
Has gone astray, and I blame you
Every day is the same as yesterday
What am I doing here, what does anything matter
Tell me, what does anything matter anymore
Never ending thoughts of suicide
Living just for dying, the memories remain
And I suffer without a reason why
Everything I possessed in this world
Has gone astray, and I blame you
Never ending thoughts of suicide